The podcast told me to make this. I listen to the podcast. You should listen to the podcast, too.
- Holly Hearing Things
https://manicinmiami.com
https://manicinmiami.substack.com/
Manic in Miami is a wild podcast and informative site for bipolar disorders, manic depression, schizo- disorders, psychosis, trauma recovery et. al. Focus on support through shared experiences + views on psychology and society.
Disclaimer: Host Holly Hurricane is NOT a mental health professional. Warning: Distressing content.
https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings
Email: manicinmiami@gmail.com
"Direct Messages": spoken word + music taken from real life DMs
true story in "poetic" form taken mostly from DMs and a phone call.
human condition or dehuman condition or demonic condition. Up to interpretation, I suppose.
cut version found within this YouTube video: https://youtu.be/qKLS9ZTum3A?si=QlU1R...
this video/audio is found on YouTube here: https://youtu.be/yHHxXDAku1U?si=u9kxWS1_Mjfs_Dsw
music by Pilas Music: Life as Sleep
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12/6/2023 • 4 minutes, 32 seconds
Manic Narcissist Satan’s Goddess Psychedelic Cult Leader Dominatrix in yr DMs
Update on that psychotic manic bipolar life + my two spoken word to music tracks: Direct Messages too real sexual + demonic demonizing woman eyes sing Satan’s Goddess Psychedelic Retreat in Transylvania Holly Hurricane in Miami recovering from the flu ready to fly into art basel wearing some crazy ass shit. Oops I entered the wrong version of one of my things in the last one! Sorry. Choose your own adventure.
https://on.soundcloud.com/sBwZT
https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/
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12/1/2023 • 25 minutes, 19 seconds
Manic Satan’s Goddess Psychedelic Narcissist Cult Leader Slide in Yr DMs
Update on that psychotic manic bipolar life + my two spoken word to music tracks: Direct Messages too real sexual + demonic demonizing woman eyes sing Satan’s Goddess Psychedelic Retreat in Transylvania Holly Hurricane in Miami recovering from the flu ready to fly into art basel wearing some crazy ass shit.
https://on.soundcloud.com/sBwZT
https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/
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12/1/2023 • 25 minutes, 12 seconds
12 Steps of Mental Illness + Direct Messages: “viscerrealist” spoken word poetry & music
This is some spoken word stuff I made with a friend’s excellent music for a new project. The 12 steps of mental illness is my version of the AA classic. You can interpret direct messages in a variety of ways. There are two versions. I kind of like the second one more, but I included both since others preferred the first one. It is taken from life: DMs, voice, phone and text from the past...passed... It’s hyperrealist or viscerrealist (coined term? visceral realism-esque?) I am making some with more a traditional literary style, as well. Figured I’d share it here. Send feedback hehe.
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11/23/2023 • 11 minutes, 17 seconds
How EMDR is Changing My Life + My Brain
EMDR is changing my life and my brain. Following my first EMDR short episode and my lighthearted episode on Fearful Avoidant Attachment, here is a brief in-depth description of the process and neurobiological mechanisms at play during therapy. Topics include preparation for EMDR, specifics of a session and the brain changes happening and why it won't work for some people. I do not have Borderline Personality Disorder, which can be a roadblock with EMDR. I have Bipolar Disorder Type 1 and Complex PTSD.
https://youtube.com/@manicinmiami?si=F7Fl4X8UlTmcPLsa
previous two are the two episodes below this one lol
https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/
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10/18/2023 • 11 minutes, 14 seconds
Fearful Avoidant Attachment: Thoughts Delivered on an Ecliptical Occasion
People were asking about fearful avoidant attachment after listening to the EMDR episode. Here you go: rainy day activity 8 minutes including a ridiculous literary quote about hugging FA may "get".
One little part is taken from my episode "What is The Cure? Thoughts Upon Discharge From the Psych Ward." because it applies here and that's a good episode (Spotify link below or find it on your own)
https://open.spotify.com/episode/1CCf0jBhgevF5okWPk6IUP?si=0dd3364d0b514b67
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10/14/2023 • 7 minutes, 59 seconds
My EMDR: The Neverending Story of Childhood Trauma
Details of my first EMDR therapy session: how it works.
A bit of philosophical/psychoanalytic analysis of children's fantasy movie The Neverending Story (1984) and its place in my EMDR and life lol
Disorganized Attachment/Fearful Avoidant Attachment
CBT thought stopping
Emotional Neglect + Abuse
https://manicinmiami.com
https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/
The Neverending Story free full movie: https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x8gen0y
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10/12/2023 • 14 minutes, 44 seconds
The Psychedelic Psychiatrist Part 2: What is Depression?
**Timestamps and links below** The return of the psychedelic psychiatrist, Dr. Scott Fisher. How can psychedelics alleviate the symptoms of depression and what is depression? Find Part 1 if you missed it (June 2023). It's really good! Host Holly (Hurricane) took psilocybin the day before recording. If you're in South Florida you can apply to participate in future trials (link below). Timestamps below.
https://www.segaltrials.com/
https://manicinmiami.com
https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/
https://www.youtube.com/@manicinmiami
Timestamps:
(00:00) intro
(01:05) What is Depression?
(05:56) "I took psilocybin yesterday." + psychedelic trials
(08:39) psychedelic journey + possibilities
(16:16) psychedelics + psychotherapy interventions
(19:30) upcoming psychedelic clinical trials + ending
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9/29/2023 • 24 minutes, 48 seconds
Adult Bullying? Focus on My Words of Encouragement
Short spouting off about today's fun bullying-by-an-adult experience, but I wanted to share I text I received in the midst of it from a psychiatrist friend (and writer/philosophy buff). I wanted to put these words out there for all MiM listeners who are struggling or suffering right now.
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9/10/2023 • 8 minutes, 3 seconds
I Had Sex with a Bipolar Man I Met Through This Podcast.
There's no catch: I had sex with a bipolar disordered Miami man I met through this podcast. It's a confessional episode sharing the most humiliating psychotic act I've committed in the recent past.
not including details that would identify this anonymous guy who was never 100% single lol.
music used with permission:
Surrealist Temple Band + Insecure Men "Suicide Note #1"
It's kind of a funny story unless you're me!
triggers: abortion, miscarriage, suicidal ideation, dumb binch on the loose
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9/7/2023 • 15 minutes, 23 seconds
real quick uplifting sexual trauma addendum
guys, I know the last episode traumatized some of you. Here is a hypomanic "look on the bright side of child sexual abuse and rape" little add-on lmao. bipolar disorder ftw? happy full blue moon? sincerely, a lunatic.
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8/31/2023 • 3 minutes, 23 seconds
My Life of Sexual Trauma Made Public on My Podcast: a video episode
Video on Spotify and YouTube only.
https://youtu.be/EPneNwYjCig?si=yUDx2Sv8YhVhAXzX This is no joke. 10 mins recapping my sexual trauma: childhood on through. 10 mins on the patriarchy, my trauma responses, and some stuff like that. Mental illness disclosure? Pshhh. I edited and re-edited this one because it was a lot.
Bipolar 1/C-PTSD for lyfe.
trigger warning: Child Sexual Abuse, rape, mentions of suicidal ideation
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8/30/2023 • 21 minutes, 53 seconds
We are crazy! Thank you.
Two Bipolar Type 1 with Psychotic Features aka Manic Depressives:
we crazy. Video episode! Video available for Spotify listeners and on the emerging Manic in Miami YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@manicinmiami
Holly Hosts the Very Manic Brandon Rohe (find his YouTube channel here). He tells my favorite manic stories on this podcast to date! Yasss! Topics include psychic powers, bipolar brain power, spirituality, mania + psychedelics. This is edited down for time, and I didn't have much to say for once. I look forward to doing another episode with him.
special music! song about manic depressives included:
The Surrealist Temple Band
and find on Spotify
(00:22) preview clips
(00:23) intro+our mental illness, psychedelics, enlightenment, etc.
(06:49) legendary manic stories: "take me to your leader", "naked and unafraid", UFOs, tasers, I dunno!}
(12:20) the bipolar mind, psychic powers, etc.}
(25:15) "Staying Awake" by the Surrealist Temple Band *used with permission}
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8/6/2023 • 27 minutes, 23 seconds
Black Girl Uninterrupted
Manic in Miami presents Black Girl Uninterrupted. Florida Woman to Florida native. Bipolar 1 to Bipolar 2.
Guest Jamila discusses her own diagnosis, her work with NAMI, mental health in the black community, intergenerational trauma and her experiences with racism and social expectations. Crushing irony: white girl interrupted Jamila in the episode (I think.) Sorry, Jam.
Follow Jamila on Instagram: https://instagram.com/black_girl_uninterrupted/
https://www.nami.org/
Follow me, but people keep getting scared of my content and unfollowing (no one gets my bewildering, maladaptive humor tho): https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/
I contacted Jamila on Instagram way back when because she is a fellow mental health account with a fantastic username. We share the same dedication to spreading mental chillness for us all.
(*special note: I was inspired to rewatch Girl, Interrupted after this. Between Winona Ryder observing the patients (in one of her signature "pensive, forlorn journal writing" roles, mind you) and Angelina Jolie's cheekbones, butt chin, and level of crazy...and my own mental illness which was thriving when the film debuted...I DID have to turn it off to protect my mental stability haha. Good movie though.)
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7/25/2023 • 29 minutes, 53 seconds
quick update + some inspirational quotes 3 mins
what's coming very soon [I was psychotic] and just a few inspirational passages to get you through the week! somehow all in 3 minutes
https://instagram.com//hollyhearingthings/
books:
a short history of decay by emil cioran
black sun by julia kristeva
humiliation by wayne koestenbaum
lol
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5GIF67LFcFhxEnjD5QXq0U?si=ed0e68c9df724dad
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7/20/2023 • 3 minutes, 33 seconds
What is The Cure?!: Thoughts Upon Discharge from the Psych Ward
Details of my most recent hospitalization (released yesterday). And some thoughts, delivered on the occasion of reflection, on personal accountability and responsibility. We must manage ourselves through acute self-awareness and hard-to-swallow pills in various forms. Manic episode switched into dysphoric suicidal ideation, charged by medication non-compliance and triggers. Bipolar affective/schizoaffective bipolar type lyfe.
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7/5/2023 • 17 minutes, 43 seconds
republishing Bipolar in Africa: off meds + on the run (gets a bit off topic)
5 min intro with context and note for neurotypicals
topics: Going off meds, fleeing a country, a witch doctor, a safari, gross township tours, resilience, crime...
trigger warning: suicide mentioned in jest. **cut out heartbreaking stories because they're not for entertainment.
I accidentally recorded a Zoom catch-up with the Capetonian surfer/skateboarder I dated in Africa.
note: I did not intentionally stop my meds, listen to the lack of stigma and support of this dude, people manage to rise above trauma. that was a time.
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7/4/2023 • 16 minutes, 55 seconds
Dr. Scott Fisher: The Psychedelic Psychiatrist of The Subtropics
This is a great episode!!! *yes...sorry, I posted this yesterday, but I couldn't move beyond the tiny glitch at the beginning. I replaced it with a reel, and everyone can deal. and cheel.
Special Guest Dr. Scott Fisher, a South Florida psychiatrist specializing in psychedelic research and the support, psychotherapy, and integration elements of psychedelic healing experiences.
I describe my ego death experiences. hehe. One during a suicidal bipolar tropical depression.
Dr. Fisher joins me for an in-person video podcast to discuss psychedelics and mental health, healing trauma, progressive thoughts on mental illness + the DSM, the role of psychedelics in mental healthcare and the clinical method for psychedelic treatment, among other things.
(to participate in psychedelic clinical trials in South Florida) https://www.segaltrials.com/psychedelics
(guest) https://instagram.com/drscottfisher/
(host) https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/
(Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Support) https://maps.org/homepage/
(Segal Clinical Trials main page) https://www.segaltrials.com/
a "cause" tangential to 5-MeO-DMT that I am passionate about: https://tucsonherpsociety.org/sdtf/
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6/10/2023 • 38 minutes, 8 seconds
Special South Florida Guest Dr. Scott Fisher: Psychedelic Psychiatry, Mental Illness Now + Psychedelic Personal Narrative
This is a great episode!!! *yes...so sorry that you're receiving this twice. I couldn't move beyond the tiny glitch at the beginning and posted a second video. I replaced it with a reel, and everyone can deal. and cheel.
Special Guest Dr. Scott Fisher, a South Florida psychiatrist specializing in psychedelic research and the support, psychotherapy, and integration elements of psychedelic healing experiences.
I describe my ego death experiences. hehe. One during a suicidal bipolar tropical depression.
Dr. Fisher joins me for an in-person video podcast to discuss psychedelics and mental health, healing trauma, progressive thoughts on mental illness + the DSM, the role of psychedelics in mental healthcare and the clinical method for psychedelic treatment, among other things.
(to participate in psychedelic clinical trials in South Florida) https://www.segaltrials.com/psychedelics
(guest) https://instagram.com/drscottfisher/
(host) https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/
(Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Support) https://maps.org/homepage/
(Segal Clinical Trials main page) https://www.segaltrials.com/
a "cause" tangential to 5-MeO-DMT that I am passionate about: https://tucsonherpsociety.org/sdtf/
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6/9/2023 • 38 minutes, 9 seconds
Manic in PARIS video! Bipolar/Psychotic Featured *international* Holly + French Laurène Meet IRL!
Two bipolar mood disordered ladies who have been psychotic (which at times feels somewhat erotic). I don't know what to label anyone anymore. Am I really schizoaffective? It doesn't matter. ANYWAY. My former remote French podcast guest and I met in Paris!!! We recorded in Luxembourg Gardens on a gorgeous late Spring day! The intro is back in Miami on a dreary day with an exhausted and somewhat morose Holly Hurricane. I have a few clips from our first episode together at the end. We sang Live Forever at karaoke because, in our search for karaoke common ground, we realized the lyrics are somewhat manic and make a good point in the context of psychosis: We see things y'all sane people will never see.
17 min fairly short, all things considered.
Check out the Manic in Reims + Miami episode for the full version
https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/
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6/4/2023 • 17 minutes, 5 seconds
The Electric Kool-Aid Anti-Depression Test, a Phenomenological Inquiry.
exactly what the title says...
solo mini episode addressing Dr. Nassir Ghaemi and perspectives on the DSM, the phenomenological approach to treating depression and my thoughts and subjective experience with psychedelic treatment for depression.
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5/9/2023 • 11 minutes, 43 seconds
Hypocrisy in Mental Health Awareness + The Power of Our Stories: mini episode
10 min mini episode to follow up the 13 min mini episode.
The paradox of mental health awareness and mental illness. The stories of the mentally ill and empowering forms of therapy.
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5/5/2023 • 10 minutes, 41 seconds
Medication Nation: Big Pharma + Mental Illness Mini Episode
Bipolar Disorder, pharmaceuticals, benzos, side effects, antipsychotics...things are complicated.
https://instagram.com/hollyhearingsthings/
Books:
Leader, D. (2013). Strictly bipolar. Penguin Books Ltd.
Whitaker, R. (2011). Anatomy of an epidemic: Magic Bullets, psychiatric drugs, and the astonishing rise of Mental Illness in America. Crown.
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Manic in Miami and Maine! Borderline Personality Disorder and Bipolar Disorder with Kevin Miller, a Dad of three living on an island in Maine. I added a bit of text! Facts and opinions no one needs to know. I over edited and threw off the audio/video sync in several places. Sorry. I don’t have Premiere. This has taken all my free time, so I can’t redo it. Music by Nick County! https://open.spotify.com/artist/7CRqoi5lupDzfXXqv1oXnI?si=LsW6WVM-TzaLKGhyBrZTgg
Timestamps and links below!
for resources, triggers, disclaimer + podcast guide: https://manicinmiami.substack.com/p/manic-in-miami-mental-health-resources
Host Holly Hurricane Hearing Things https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings
Kevin Kayaking Miller contact Kevin with any comments or questions! https://instagram.com/k.b.marx/
Timestamps:
intro
(00:00)
Borderline Personality Disorder
(00:57)
Pete Davidson shout out
(04:05)
alcoholism + mental illness discovery
(08:55)
medication + stable life
(12:00)
Adverse Childhood Experiences, genes + intergenerational trauma
(12:57)
accepting mental illness + treatment
(18:55)
disclosing mental illness to your kids, gender equality in the family
(22:35)
take your meds + thank you for watching
(29:40)
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4/26/2023 • 32 minutes, 20 seconds
Schizophrenic, International Spy, Ex-Sommelier, Entrepreneur, Radical Writer
Manic in Miami Podcast: Wild Video Episode with two "aging hipster pieces of shit"
Jonathan Price of NYC: Schizophrenic Hipster, International Spy, Ex-Sommelier, Entrepreneur, Radical Writer, Rare Book Dealer, into torture and politics.
Host Holly Hurricane of Coconut Grove, Miami: Crazy Cat Lady, International Librarian of Mystery (former expatriate), Schizoaffective former Brooklynite, into writing and rare books.
https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/
Timestamps:
intro excerpts
00:00:00
fashion and interior design check
00:01:11
psychiatric institutions, human rights, official intro
00:13:30
anti-psychiatry, identity, psychotic states
00:28:06
"a lot of things are happening"
00:36:16
chewing charred remains
00:39:13
life and psychiatric history
00:43:32
present day, writing, coping
00:55:57
happy ending
01:05:41
trigger: sensitive topic warning: suicide, substances, severe mental health struggles
National Suicide Prevention Hotline
https://988lifeline.org/talk-to-someone-now/
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4/13/2023 • 1 hour, 7 minutes, 1 second
Laugh + Cry Manic in Miami Anniversary
17 min One year anniversary of the podcast with an update intro and never heard recordings: Manic in Africa, psychotic voicemail, Todd Tornado, Yero on Trippy Redd and schizoaffective from an unused episode, bit of Jordan unedited and cult leader further info, meaning in life with French guest Laurène who I’m meeting in Paris next month, me record speed laugh to cry Yay lol
https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/
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4/8/2023 • 17 minutes, 41 seconds
Demon Advocate + Friend of Eminem: Fun Follow-up + Strictly Psychosis
My follow-up "fun" edit: Eminem in the psych ward and 25 minutes of extended psychosis stories and "strictly psychosis" chat. Jewish Owl and Holly Hurricane, Demon Advocate, girlfriend of ghosts. Timestamps below (app only)
instagram (I talk to the imaginary and the real)
https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/
Timestamps:
(00:00) Lose Yourself, Snap OUT of reality;
(03:31) Jewish Owl (Matthew) background;
(4:58) What is Psychosis?...REALLY;
(8:10) More of Matthew's Psychotic Experiences (and a recent one of mine) + Meaning/Insight;
(14:44) Medication;
(15:12) A demon here, a demon there and our joint mild psychosis;
(18:21) Respect, Dignity, Hearing Voices Network;
(19:57) Delusions as Metaphors + Creativity Fuel;
(23:43) Conclusion THANK YOU;
- Sincerely, Holly Hurricane the Manic in Miami
links to organizations mentioned in the episode:
National Alliance of Mental Illness
https://nami.org/Home
The Hearing Voices Network
https://www.hearing-voices.org/
Substance Abuse and Mental Health Alliance
https://www.samhsa.gov/
The Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance
https://www.dbsalliance.org/
If you are in crisis:
https://988lifeline.org/
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3/27/2023 • 25 minutes, 46 seconds
Insight in Psychosis + Trauma with Guest "Wise Jewish Owl"
The Wise Jewish Owl (Matthew) and Wild Tigertail (Holly Hurricane) discuss their psychosis experiences, science of trauma and psychosis, finding meaning and connection in psychosis and within community, psychoanalysis, and more. Substack link to information discussed forthcoming (update/link as episode post). TIMESTAMPS:
(00:00) intro
(02:29) NAMI + Mental Health community
(03:44) Definition + examples of psychotic experiences
(08:31) TRAUMA: physical + mental health implications
(11:54) socioeconomic barriers to MH treatment
(18:26) Philip K. Dick + Insight in Psychosis
(20:45) more on Matthew's psychosis
(23:25) psychoanalysis + childhood
(28:39) non-Western cultures + contexts
(31:25) Western individualism
(32:37) "The Most Intense Life Possible" - Jacques Derrida (philosopher)
(34:30) Repressed Memories as Demon Hallucinations ...and Eminem
(37:35) "The Body Keeps Score" explaining mind body connection in memory, trauma, psychosis
(40:30) Medication "Keeping Up with The KarXT-dashians"
(42:49) "A Demon Here, a Demon There"
(44:02) Delusion as Metaphor..Ayahuasca...
(44:45) Human Condition + Connection
(45:30) Interpersonal Relationships, Healing, Pop Psychology Problems
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3/26/2023 • 49 minutes, 33 seconds
Ro-MANIC Valentine's Day Collab Podcast with MANIC STATE OF MIND Sky Menhardt non-Spotify
song: Matthew Wilder "Break My Stride" related to manic story in episode
Substack: https://manicinmiami.substack.com/
Manic State of Mind podcast: open.spotify.com/show/78R5vOVvX4Fyee9UR0MJA3?si=qmMEp1CoR5G-zRK_QXcoiw
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/
Timestamps:Intro
brutal honesty (00:01:10)
Sky's ro-manic heartwarming story and LOVING a manic depressive (00:01:53)
Me reading an actual manic text from Dec 2021 + manic word association (00:06:24)
False identities + self-awareness (00:11:36)
psychosis: like psychedelics? (00:13:55)
mania and free expression and making connections, human-to-human, etc.: manic life
Russian Doll + NYC (00:28:08)
manic episode incoming: checklist NUDES + other facts about manic states: (00:30:37)
manic RAGE (00:39:23)
other stuff. just listen to the episode heheheSAVECROSS-POSTPrevious
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2/15/2023 • 57 minutes, 4 seconds
Yero "Street Sax" and Holly: Schizoaffective Delusions in Psychosis, Addiction, Compassion (video!)
I'm on the front page of The Miami Herald, and Manic in Miami was shouted out in the article! https://www.miamiherald.com/news/business/real-estate-news/article269439622.html
Yero the Street Saxophonist with Schizoaffective Disorder, formerly UNHOUSED IN MIAMI (see: article) . Informative, funny, fascinating. Delusions of walking dead, doubles, cyclops...and assholes.
Timestamps below with topics!
Timestamps:
(0:00) Intro
(1:43) "We're all mad here" (everyone is mentally ill)
(2:17) What it is: Schizoaffective Disorder & Bipolar 1 w/ psychotic stuff
(4:40) The Collected Schizophrenias by Esme Weijun Wang
(5:55) Diagnosis, Cause, Family History
(9:27) Hallucinations, Stigma
(13:03) Homelessness, Mental Illness, Addiction (have compassion)
(18:32) Plato, Psychosis
(19:23) Homicidal thoughts hahaha edited out: he meant the flashes of horror we all experience
(19:33) Cotard's delusion: excerpt & Yero's personal story
(22:45) Psychosis delusion: entertainment or real life? excerpt & Yero's story
(25:25) One of my paranoid delusions & recent relapse
(27:44) More delusions: Yero's stories CYCLOPS!
(29:22) Psychosis & Spiritual Meaning
(31:03) Mania Theory: the LACK
(32:19) one last delusion example: grandeur
(34:09) Conclusion
Manic in Miami website with subscribe buttons to major podcast platforms
Manic in Miami Substack a little absurd writing
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12/11/2022 • 34 minutes, 43 seconds
The "Cult Leader" of "Coconut Grove" "Miami" "Where am I?"
Theater of The Absurd intro followed by a humiliating tale of persecutory delusions. The "cult leader" has NO CHILL. So I don't feel bad. If you want to read more, check out my Substack surrealist story.
https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings
https://manicinmiami.com
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12/6/2022 • 14 minutes, 40 seconds
Ro-Manic Satanic Bipolar 1(st place!) in Brooklyn
2000s nostalgia. A memorable manic episode. Short and (bitter)sweet. Music : The Guilt Parade by The Birthday Party
The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is now: 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline
https://988lifeline.org/
Take your meds, people! Mania can easily take a fast turn to dysphoric mixed-state en route to depression. You can deny your manic depression Bipolar 1 all you want. Be ready to (repeatedly) gain momentum and holly hurricane yourself. This is a funny story, but much is left out...and it ends very badly on the other side. It's no joke.
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12/6/2022 • 8 minutes, 35 seconds
Ro-manics in Miami + Reims, France: Say Anything
My first video format (photos) podcast! It also has an informative document on Bipolar Disorders! I have a guest from Reims, France. We are cute bipolar 1 manics! Mental Health via information, stories, discussion and awareness. MAJOR MANIC EPISODE (of my podcast). I threw in my last episode for another platform heh. It's 7 mins whatevs.
I have to add French and English subtitles so I may repost for FRANCE (I have them transcribed but can't figure it out lol). Prob have to change the tunes oops.
CREDITS: Warning: Sluts Passing photo (from a Miami protest) by Jonathan De Camps https://www.instagram.com/jonathandecamps
Stay Cosmic!! by Stewart Easton https://www.instagram.com/stewarteaston
my goth bdsm pics by: https://www.instagram.com/vkimphoto
moi: https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings
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10/30/2022 • 46 minutes, 27 seconds
Status: Madame Psychosis is doing well! I am fine, everybody!
Happy Halloween! I wanted to tell everyone that I am well! Details in this episode. Madame Bipolar Psychosis no more. We have left Mavericks, and we are on the pink sands of Harbour Island.
This episode consists of a responsible podcaster updating listeners who include colleagues, friends, friends of friends, relatives, inter-webs, et al.
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10/25/2022 • 11 minutes, 38 seconds
Update on Holly Hurricane Season Hiatus
This is dumb. I’ll admit that. That’s fair. Haha
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9/21/2022 • 2 minutes, 30 seconds
Rainy Night Update + Clips
Rainy Night! Update and random clips from recordings I have with Sky Menhardt, Yero I've been so busy!! Leveling up this popsicle stand soon! Stay loose.
https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings
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9/16/2022 • 12 minutes, 26 seconds
Aleister Crowley is My Therapist. (Very Censored) with Tarot Reader Lauran
My favorite thus far? Trigger warning: adult humor (mostly censored out by innocent moi) Lauran Childs is a Tarot Reader extraordinaire, and a fantastic fun guest full of stories. You won't hear some. Sorry. We read cards. There is a breakthrough: Tarot therapy working its magic live as it was happening.
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7/30/2022 • 26 minutes, 37 seconds
Addendum to Music + Mental Health non-Spotify
I think this is a lot better with the Billie Holiday song at the end on Spotify
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7/16/2022 • 2 minutes, 9 seconds
Music + Music Therapy for Mental Health (non-Spotify)
another completely improvised episode (includes commentary on jazz improvisation + schizophrenia ha)
I kind of learned how to do sound properly in audacity (just in time for the music episode..phew)
I am a psychotic wet saw, and I will never hurt you. I LOVE this episode. It covers Venezuelan Composer Gabriel Pulido's experience with music therapy for mental health patients and an interesting discussion on "crazy" and music and much more.
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