Join me as I attempt to rise above my depression and suicidal ideations.
#259 Driving From an Eclipse
Thanks for listening to this episode! Listen in as I talk while driving home from the eclipse. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
10/16/2023 • 1 hour, 4 minutes, 14 seconds
#258 Chit Chat on the Porch
Thanks for listening to this episode! Listen in as I talk while hanging out on the back porch Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
9/21/2023 • 21 minutes, 44 seconds
#257 Suicide Noted
Thanks for listening to this episode! Listen in as I talk on Sean's amazing podcast "Suicide Noted." Go check out his show here. https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/suicide-noted/id1524213865 Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
9/14/2023 • 1 hour, 4 minutes, 8 seconds
#256 Anxiety?
9/12/2023 • 23 minutes, 31 seconds
Wedding Eve Jitters
9/3/2023 • 24 minutes, 39 seconds
#254 Guess Who's Back
Thanks for listening to this episode! Listen in as I talk about why I left and why I'm back. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
8/30/2023 • 21 minutes, 13 seconds
#253 Ernie From Boston
Thanks for listening to this episode! Listen in as I talk about a menagerie of topics. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
4/23/2023 • 38 minutes, 26 seconds
#252 Storytime With Dave pt2
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4/17/2023 • 50 minutes, 19 seconds
#251 Storytime With Dave pt1
Thanks for listening to this episode! Listen in as I talk about a menagerie of topics. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
4/15/2023 • 48 minutes, 56 seconds
#250 Med Talking to Death
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4/2/2023 • 21 minutes, 29 seconds
#249 Poor Time Management
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3/26/2023 • 16 minutes, 32 seconds
#248 Pre and Post Half
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3/19/2023 • 27 minutes, 47 seconds
#247 Sweet Dreams
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3/11/2023 • 35 minutes, 29 seconds
#246 Salesmanship
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3/4/2023 • 22 minutes, 19 seconds
#245 New McDonald's, Same Old Me
Thanks for listening to this episode! Listen in as I talk about a menagerie of topics. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
2/26/2023 • 22 minutes, 12 seconds
#244 Thoughts on MSU
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2/19/2023 • 39 minutes, 39 seconds
#243 McDonalds Chitchat
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2/11/2023 • 28 minutes, 45 seconds
#242 Cold Runnings
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2/4/2023 • 20 minutes, 22 seconds
#241 Party Time
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1/29/2023 • 24 minutes, 24 seconds
#240 57. Catch-up with Claire (Exercising Depression Podcast)
"Welcome back! Yes, last week wasn't a fever dream, I've done it. Another episode in the bag. And what a great one! I caught up with my good friend JP this week, we talked about our podcasts, traveling and friendship. " Claire's Links: WeProgress Film Blog Contact me! Email: exercisingdepressionpodcast@gmail.com Twitter: @EDepressionPod Instagram: @ExercisingDepression_Podcast #mentalhealthday #worldmentalhealthday #mentalhelathawareness
1/22/2023 • 34 minutes, 10 seconds
#239 Rough Week
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1/21/2023 • 23 minutes, 49 seconds
#238 First Ramble of the New Year
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1/13/2023 • 31 minutes, 4 seconds
#237 Deliberate
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1/7/2023 • 25 minutes, 33 seconds
#236 The End and the Beginning
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12/29/2022 • 17 minutes, 16 seconds
#235 Bye Bye Wellbutrin
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9/17/2022 • 31 minutes, 56 seconds
#234 RDU Chat
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8/22/2022 • 29 minutes, 5 seconds
#233 It's a Bird, It's a Plane
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7/29/2022 • 30 minutes, 31 seconds
#232 Babbling Nonsense
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5/11/2022 • 17 minutes, 35 seconds
#231 Pangs of Worry?
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4/30/2022 • 52 minutes, 15 seconds
#230 Rationalizing Motivation
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3/14/2022 • 22 minutes, 47 seconds
#229 Introducing Mark
Thanks for listening to this episode! Listen in as my friend Mark introduces himself. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
3/13/2022 • 24 minutes, 2 seconds
#228 Trying To Be A Better Jp
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3/4/2022 • 25 minutes, 59 seconds
#227 Still Trying To Be Regular
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2/13/2022 • 23 minutes, 5 seconds
#226 Hey, It's 2022
Thanks for listening to this episode! Listen in as I talk about why I've been away, running, therapy, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
1/23/2022 • 24 minutes, 15 seconds
#225 Black Friday Special
Thanks for listening to this episode! Listen in as I talk about running, a reminder I got from Claire, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
11/27/2021 • 16 minutes, 21 seconds
#224 Oh, Hello There
Thanks for listening to this episode! I'm still here, believe it or not. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
11/18/2021 • 15 minutes, 1 second
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7/31/2021 • 1 minute, 19 seconds
#222 A New Paradigm?
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about work (again), friends, and an attempt to look at the days differently. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
7/18/2021 • 25 minutes, 34 seconds
#221 Driving and Crying?
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about work making me emotional and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
7/13/2021 • 23 minutes, 29 seconds
#220 Working With Friends
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about making and keeping friends, work woes, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
7/3/2021 • 22 minutes, 32 seconds
#219 Revisiting
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about hobbies, friends, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
6/27/2021 • 28 minutes, 30 seconds
#218 MRI and BMI
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about dieting, getting an MRI, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
6/22/2021 • 16 minutes, 47 seconds
#217 Back Porch Ramblings
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about running, work, life, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
6/13/2021 • 20 minutes, 32 seconds
#216 Good or Bad
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about running, work, life, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
6/9/2021 • 22 minutes, 46 seconds
#215 New Friend Blabber
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about running, therapy, work, making a "new friend", and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
5/23/2021 • 24 minutes, 29 seconds
#214 It's Been 2 Weeks
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about running, therapy, work, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
5/8/2021 • 24 minutes, 28 seconds
#213 Post Run Chat
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about running, emotions, therapy, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
4/24/2021 • 29 minutes, 59 seconds
#211 Just The Way Life Is
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about a therapy revelation, binge eating, anxiety, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
4/7/2021 • 24 minutes, 1 second
#212 Live From RDU
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about my pending trip to Michigan, my new face mask, blushing, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
4/7/2021 • 16 minutes, 37 seconds
#210 More Drive Time
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about how I need to work on my self-care and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
3/29/2021 • 26 minutes, 32 seconds
#209 Did I Say It's Early?
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about how the therapies are going, how busy work's been, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
3/18/2021 • 32 minutes, 34 seconds
#208 How Do I Miss You
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about how I don't miss people, even though I say I do and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
3/9/2021 • 21 minutes, 46 seconds
#207 Meet Jill
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk with my friend Jill about being young and dealing with mental illness. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
2/27/2021 • 1 hour, 6 minutes, 7 seconds
#206 Driver's License
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about physical health, mental health, ocular health, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
2/13/2021 • 22 minutes, 52 seconds
#205 The Week In Review
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about why the show is late, therapy, med check my girls, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
2/8/2021 • 22 minutes, 57 seconds
#204 On The Run Again
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about hitting the trail to run, the week ahead, hopes for therapy, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
1/29/2021 • 16 minutes, 45 seconds
#203 Therapy For All
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about starting therapy again, therapy, more therapy talk, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
1/22/2021 • 25 minutes, 56 seconds
#202 More To Walk About
Thanks for listening to this episode! I talk about things that are my lingering injury, my lacking communication, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags: Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
1/16/2021 • 26 minutes, 40 seconds
#201 All The News That's New
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about things that are new, some things that suck, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
1/9/2021 • 30 minutes, 21 seconds
#200 200 2020
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about the year that was, a little about the future, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
12/31/2020 • 29 minutes, 10 seconds
#199 Christmas Tidings
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about Christmas gifts, knee woes, eating, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
12/25/2020 • 23 minutes, 32 seconds
#198 Cold Morning Runs
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about the cold weather, birthday gifts, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
12/19/2020 • 20 minutes, 38 seconds
#197 Getting Older
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about getting older, running, work, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
12/12/2020 • 21 minutes, 10 seconds
#196 Deservedness
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about what is deserved, running, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
12/5/2020 • 20 minutes, 58 seconds
#195 When I'm Gone
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about how Eminem hit me in the feels, running, work, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
11/27/2020 • 31 minutes, 4 seconds
#194 My Mind is Full of Garage Crap
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I ponder the similarities between garage crap and my mental/emotional mindset, there's been some travel, and more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
11/21/2020 • 22 minutes, 17 seconds
#193 Achilles Update
Thanks for listening in to this episode! Just an update on the state of Jp's life. I'm back to running, I wonder if the days are short or long, and some updates on work. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
11/15/2020 • 20 minutes, 34 seconds
#192 Election Update
Thanks for listening in to this episode! Just an update on the state of Jp's life. It's been a while and once again I am committing to thinking about trying to be more consistent with these episodes. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
11/8/2020 • 28 minutes, 1 second
#191 30 Q's About Me
Thanks for listening in to this episode! My amazing friend Kate dug up some questions to ask me. Hopefully nothing too shocking. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
10/7/2020 • 49 minutes, 15 seconds
#190 Almost a Year
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about it being a year since Dad passed, how I'm "feeling", and much more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
9/5/2020 • 22 minutes, 6 seconds
#189 New Stuff Is Happening
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about what's kept me away for so long, how I'm "feeling", and much more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
8/23/2020 • 30 minutes, 57 seconds
#188j Return To The Darkness
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about what's kept me away for so long, how I'm "feeling", and much more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
7/16/2020 • 35 minutes, 23 seconds
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6/8/2020 • 44 minutes, 56 seconds
SAH #71 Baby Face
Heya, it's day seventy-one of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
6/5/2020 • 10 minutes, 52 seconds
SAH #70
Heya, it's day seventy of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
6/4/2020 • 9 minutes, 59 seconds
SAH #69 See A Penny Pick It Up...
Heya, it's day sixty-nine of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
6/3/2020 • 10 minutes, 21 seconds
SAH #68 Race And Me
Heya, it's day sixty-eight of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
6/2/2020 • 9 minutes
SAH #67 Bad Feelings
Heya, it's day sixty-seven of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
6/1/2020 • 11 minutes, 28 seconds
SAH #66 How Old Are You
Heya, it's day sixty-six of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/31/2020 • 12 minutes, 24 seconds
SAH #65 Needing Something Fresher
Heya, it's day sixty-five of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/30/2020 • 11 minutes, 33 seconds
SAH #64 In The End
Heya, it's day sixty-four of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/29/2020 • 11 minutes, 45 seconds
#188i Running Is So Hard
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about how running has gotten difficult again, what's got me feeling down, and much more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
5/28/2020 • 15 minutes, 47 seconds
SAH #63 TBT Episode 2
Heya, it's day sixty-three of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/28/2020 • 10 minutes, 49 seconds
SAH #62 Run For Food
Heya, it's day sixty-two of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/27/2020 • 10 minutes, 32 seconds
SAH #61 Episode One Throwback
Heya, it's day sixty-one of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/26/2020 • 18 minutes, 49 seconds
SAH #60 Running Into A Short Show
Heya, it's day sixty of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/25/2020 • 7 minutes, 52 seconds
SAH #59b Day 59 Redux
Heya, it's still day fifty-nine of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/24/2020 • 11 minutes, 12 seconds
SAH #59 Special Host Shaun
Heya, it's day fifty-nine of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/23/2020 • 13 minutes, 28 seconds
SAH #58 Simpsonify Me
Heya, it's day fifty-eight of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/23/2020 • 11 minutes, 23 seconds
SAH #57 Study Me
Heya, it's day fifty-seven of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/22/2020 • 12 minutes, 6 seconds
#188h Still No Feels
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about how I still have no emotions, how the pandemic is going for me, and much more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
5/21/2020 • 25 minutes, 52 seconds
SAH #56 8 Weeks In
Heya, it's day fifty-six of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/21/2020 • 12 minutes, 13 seconds
SAH #55 Driving And Chatting
Heya, it's day fifty-five of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/20/2020 • 12 minutes, 51 seconds
SAH #54 Get Up And Face The Rain
Heya, it's day fifty-four of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/19/2020 • 11 minutes, 36 seconds
SAH #53 I Burned The Pizza
Heya, It's day fifty-three of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/18/2020 • 14 minutes, 38 seconds
SAH #52 A Nice Story About Nice Jp
Heya, it's day fifty-two of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/17/2020 • 12 minutes, 21 seconds
SAH #51 Another Good Day
Heya, it's day fifty-one of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/16/2020 • 12 minutes, 2 seconds
SAH #50 I'm Crabby, So Crabby
Heya, it's day 50(!) of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/15/2020 • 8 minutes, 28 seconds
#188g Pandemic Eating
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about how I think I'm doing during the pandemic, a call to arms to help a friend, and much more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
5/14/2020 • 23 minutes, 43 seconds
SAH #49 Put Away Your Sno-Cones
Heya, it's day forty-nine of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/14/2020 • 12 minutes, 23 seconds
SAH #48 Running Faster And Working Longer
Heya, it's day forty-eight of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/13/2020 • 13 minutes, 35 seconds
SAH #47 Send Your Warm Thoughts
Heya, it's day forty-seven of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/12/2020 • 7 minutes, 11 seconds
SAH #46 Happy Belated Mother's Day
Heya, it's day forty-six of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/11/2020 • 11 minutes, 17 seconds
SAH #45 To Makeup Or Not To Makeup
Heya, it's day forty-five of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/10/2020 • 14 minutes, 33 seconds
SAH #44 Put Your Car In Park
Heya, it's day forty-four of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/9/2020 • 14 minutes, 6 seconds
SAH #43 Don't Be Late
Heya, it's day forty-three of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/8/2020 • 11 minutes, 46 seconds
#188f Driving And 'Casting
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about a chat with a friend, how I think I'm doing during the pandemic and much more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
5/7/2020 • 27 minutes, 33 seconds
SAH #42 Can I Have A Guest Host?
Heya, it's day forty-two of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/7/2020 • 12 minutes, 10 seconds
SAH #41 Fat Is The New Thin?
Heya, it's day forty-one of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/6/2020 • 12 minutes, 40 seconds
SAH #40 Top Ten Tuesday: TV Shows
Heya, it's day forty of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/5/2020 • 15 minutes, 46 seconds
SAH #39 Boring Days
Heya, it's day thirty-nine of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/4/2020 • 10 minutes, 50 seconds
SAH #38 Crabby With A Side Of Plasma
Heya, it's day thirty-eight of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/3/2020 • 12 minutes, 50 seconds
SAH #37 Manah Manah
Heya, it's day thirty-seven of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/2/2020 • 13 minutes, 10 seconds
SAH #36 Dark Night Of The Scarecrow
Heya friends, it's day thirty-six of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
5/1/2020 • 13 minutes, 5 seconds
#188e Lifetime Of Remorse?
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about being a looking back on my life, the rain, and oh so much more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
4/30/2020 • 21 minutes, 19 seconds
SAH #35 So Much Rain
Heya friends, it's day thirty-five of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
4/30/2020 • 13 minutes, 22 seconds
SAH #34 TEN Pounds!!
Heya, it's day thirty-four of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
4/29/2020 • 13 minutes, 24 seconds
SAH #33 Crappy Business Learning
Heya, it's day thirty-three of being stuck at home with me, Jp
4/28/2020 • 11 minutes, 53 seconds
SAH #32 Seven Miles Is So Far
Heya, welcome to day thirty-two of being stuck at home with me, Jp
4/27/2020 • 13 minutes, 7 seconds
SAH #31 What's The Future Gonna Look Like
Heya, it's day thirty-one of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
4/26/2020 • 12 minutes, 36 seconds
SAH #30 Looking To Pay It Forward
Heya, it's day thirty of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
4/25/2020 • 14 minutes, 6 seconds
SAH #29 And The Winner Is...
Heya, it's day twenty-nine of staying at home with me, Jp
4/24/2020 • 13 minutes, 34 seconds
#188d Pandemic State Of Mind
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about being a proud papa, how things are going staying at home, and sleep habits. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
4/23/2020 • 20 minutes, 56 seconds
SAH #28 Jumping The Shark
Heya, it's day twenty-eight of being at home with me, Jp
4/23/2020 • 14 minutes, 21 seconds
SAH #27 Thermostats
Heya, it's day twenty-seven of being stuck at home with me, Jp
4/22/2020 • 13 minutes, 40 seconds
SAH #26 BabyMetal! Gimme Chocolate
Heya, it's day twenty-six of being stuck at home with me, Jp
4/21/2020 • 15 minutes, 46 seconds
SAH #25 Monday Blues
Heya, it's day twenty-five of being stuck at home with me.
4/20/2020 • 13 minutes, 27 seconds
SAH #24
Heya! It's day twenty-four of being stuck at home with me.
4/19/2020 • 15 minutes, 39 seconds
SAH #23 Try-Athalon?
It's day twenty-three of being stuck at home with me
4/18/2020 • 12 minutes, 34 seconds
SAH #22 It's Been A Good Week
Heya, it's day twenty-two of being at home with me, Jp!
4/17/2020 • 13 minutes
#188c Am I Doing The Right Thing?
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about being a proud papa, how things are going staying at home, and sleep habits. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
4/16/2020 • 24 minutes, 27 seconds
SAH #21 Brr, It's Cold
Hey, it's day twenty-one of being stuck at home with me.
4/16/2020 • 12 minutes, 36 seconds
SAH #20 Hi Ho Hi Ho
It's day twenty of being stuck at home with me, Jp!
4/15/2020 • 11 minutes, 51 seconds
SAH #19 Idle Tuesday Chatter
It's day nineteen of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
4/14/2020 • 10 minutes, 11 seconds
SAH #18 Parachute On My Car
Heya, it's day eighteen of being stuck at home with me
4/13/2020 • 13 minutes, 4 seconds
SAH #17 Good News For Easter
It's day seventeen of being stuck at home with me, Jp.
4/12/2020 • 17 minutes, 5 seconds
SAH #16 Naps Are Good
It's day sixteen of being at home with me, Jp.
4/11/2020 • 14 minutes, 15 seconds
SAH #15 TGIF
It's day fifteen of being at home with me.
4/10/2020 • 9 minutes, 41 seconds
#188b Stay At Home Blues
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about being a proud papa, how things are going staying at home, and sleep habits. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
4/9/2020 • 23 minutes, 17 seconds
SAH #14 Rain Rain Go Away
It's day fourteen of staying home with me
4/9/2020 • 14 minutes, 40 seconds
SAH #13 Six Pounds
It's day thirteen of being stuck at home with me.
4/8/2020 • 14 minutes, 48 seconds
SAH #12 Fired Up Feeling Bummy
It's day twelve, come hang out with me for a few minutes.
4/7/2020 • 11 minutes, 32 seconds
SAH #11 The World Still Isn't Burning
It's day eleven of staying at home with me.
4/6/2020 • 14 minutes, 24 seconds
SAH #10 Birthdays All Around
It's day ten of staying at home with me.
4/5/2020 • 14 minutes, 32 seconds
SAH #9
It's day nine of being under stay at home orders.
4/4/2020 • 10 minutes, 51 seconds
SAH #8 Basketball4Lyfe
Day eight of being at home. I talk about basketball!
4/3/2020 • 10 minutes, 53 seconds
#188a School Over Fun
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about being a proud papa, how things are going staying at home, and sleep habits. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
4/2/2020 • 17 minutes, 45 seconds
SAH #7 Music I Like
It's day 7 of being at home. Join me as I talk music a little bit.
4/2/2020 • 12 minutes, 32 seconds
Bonus #1 My Chat With Claire
Hey everyone. Bonus episode time. My dear friend Claire and I finally got a chance to catch up. Embrace your inner voyeur and have a listen.
4/1/2020 • 49 minutes, 34 seconds
SAH #6 Contest You Say?
It's day 6 of being stuck at home with me.
4/1/2020 • 13 minutes, 49 seconds
SAH #5 The Great Filter
It's day five, have a seat and listen to me ramble about sciencey stuff. Today's opening song is We Didn't Start The Fire by Billy Joel
3/31/2020 • 14 minutes, 59 seconds
SAH #4 I Had A Dream
It's day four and I had a stressful dream last night.
3/30/2020 • 12 minutes, 35 seconds
SAH #3 I'm Part Of The Problem
It's day 3 and I acknowledge that I'm part of the COVID problem.
3/29/2020 • 12 minutes, 49 seconds
SAH #2 Careful What You Read
It's day 2 of staying at home. Listen in as I ramble on about thoughts from my walk.
3/28/2020 • 16 minutes, 15 seconds
SAH #1 Introduction
Here's the first of my new, temporary, daily podcast for the Corona 2020 season. I hope you enjoy it.
3/27/2020 • 10 minutes, 19 seconds
#188 Weird Times
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about how work is going, intrusive thoughts, and concerns about the near future. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
3/26/2020 • 21 minutes, 36 seconds
#187 Base Function
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about what I'm doing to try to stay healthy Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
3/19/2020 • 15 minutes, 47 seconds
#186 Isolating
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about isolating lately. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
3/14/2020 • 17 minutes, 2 seconds
#185 News That Affects You
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about some things. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
3/7/2020 • 9 minutes, 27 seconds
#184 Send Me Your Feedback
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about some things I'd like your feedback on and more! Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
2/28/2020 • 17 minutes, 39 seconds
#183 Lonely and Unmotivated
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about the undeniable feeling of being lonely, being unmotivated, new cars, and more! Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
2/20/2020 • 15 minutes, 49 seconds
#182 Mindfulness With Shaun
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk with mindfulness practitioner and advisor Shaun about how he got into mindfulness, what it means to him and maybe, just maybe how I could get started into it, and more! Check him out on twitter https://twitter.com/mindfulness_for And his podcast https://anchor.fm/shaun-donaghy Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
2/13/2020 • 44 minutes, 54 seconds
#181 Tattoo Talk
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about some other podcasts I (and Nora) will be on in the near future, a new tattoo, and more! Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
2/6/2020 • 20 minutes, 57 seconds
#180 Chatting With Cam
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk with Cam, a Crisis Intervention Officer here in the US. We talk about his role, what one can expect when the police are called into a crisis situation, and more! Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
2/1/2020 • 52 minutes, 31 seconds
#179 Am I a Bad Person?
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about some recent events that have me again asking myself if I am a bad person. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
1/28/2020 • 23 minutes, 14 seconds
#178 Quin from Mania
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk with Quin from the podcast Mania about his life with Bi-Polar 2, his show, and oh so much more. Check his show out: http://harlequingrim.com/the-mania-podcast-blog Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
1/23/2020 • 35 minutes, 51 seconds
#177 New Job for 2020
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about my new job, my struggle getting things done, and oh so much more. Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
1/17/2020 • 16 minutes, 24 seconds
#176 New Year, Same Nora
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk with my wonderful wife, Nora, about how 2019 went, her new blog, and oh so much more. Be sure to check out her blog! wineknitrun.com Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
1/8/2020 • 43 minutes, 44 seconds
#175 Giving Voice to Depression
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk with Bridget and Terry from the amazing Giving Voice to Depression podcast. We discuss how they've dealt with mental illness, their show, and oh so much more. Be sure to check them out! https://www.facebook.com/GivingVoiceToDepression/ https://www.givingvoicetodepression.com/ https://twitter.com/VoiceDepression And their partner Be sure to subscribe to this show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
1/4/2020 • 37 minutes, 2 seconds
#174 2019 Chatter
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about visiting my mom, a short recap of 2019, and oh so much more. Be sure to subscribe to the show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
12/28/2019 • 22 minutes, 6 seconds
#173 Rejection
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about being rejected by a therapist, eating, work and oh so much more. Be sure to subscribe to the show over on iTunes https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
12/20/2019 • 17 minutes, 40 seconds
#172 Meet Brandon
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk with one of the co-hosts of the fantastic podcast Peculiar Picture Show, Brandon. Brandon speaks openly about his life with BiPolar disorder, his show, and oh so much more. You can find him on Twitter over at https://twitter.com/BrandonOnMovies Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
12/13/2019 • 39 minutes, 23 seconds
#171 Sudoku and Shame
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about a new wrinkle in my counting habit, my therapist suggested I am struggling with shame, and oh so much more. Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
12/5/2019 • 20 minutes, 28 seconds
#170 Meet Mackenzie!
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk with an incredible young lady about her journey with mental illness, her obstacles, successes and oh so much more. Check out her story on The Mighty https://themighty.com/u/mackenziebuck/content/5d5302eee61eda00c921bef0 Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
12/1/2019 • 33 minutes, 16 seconds
#169 Half Marathon #2
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about getting ready for and finishing a half marathon and oh so much more. Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
11/23/2019 • 18 minutes, 56 seconds
#168 Clammy Hands
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about my new therapist, clammy hands, clenching and oh so much more. Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
11/18/2019 • 24 minutes, 47 seconds
#167 Claire and Me at Bruegger's Bagels
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk with my good friend Claire about how she's been doing, work, exercise, and oh so much more. Be sure to check out Claire's podcast Exercising Depression Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
11/14/2019 • 43 minutes, 24 seconds
#166 Sitting in the Rain
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about how I came close to ending the show, something that made me sad, and oh so much more. Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
11/12/2019 • 16 minutes, 29 seconds
#165 Meet Kate
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk with my dear friend Kate about her journey with mental illness oh so much more. Check out her blog over at The Colour Of Madness Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
11/1/2019 • 53 minutes, 44 seconds
#164 10 Mile Run Day
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about my lack of prep for my run oh so much more. Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
10/27/2019 • 15 minutes, 4 seconds
#163 Naming A to Z
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk about a childhood bedtime ritual, the night I almost ran away, and oh so much more. Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
10/17/2019 • 18 minutes, 23 seconds
#162 Breakfast at Panera
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk a bit about my sleep habits, recording at Panera, cortisone shots, compartmentalizing, and oh so much more. Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
10/12/2019 • 16 minutes, 33 seconds
#161 Knee to the Hurts
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk a bit about my new knee pain, how it's got me down, making tacos, an oh so much more. Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
10/4/2019 • 21 minutes, 19 seconds
#160 Struggling on the Back Porch
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk a bit about how I've been struggling lately and a bit about what I'm winning too. Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
9/22/2019 • 22 minutes, 7 seconds
#159 Death In The Family
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk a bit about my dad passing this past Sunday morning. Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
9/13/2019 • 19 minutes, 45 seconds
#158 No Name Given
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk a bit about my dad who's in his last bit in hospice. I remind everyone I feel nothing. It's a short one, sorry. Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
9/6/2019 • 12 minutes, 50 seconds
#157 Giving Voice To Running
Thanks for listening in to this episode! I talk a bit about the great podcast Giving Voice To Depression and their latest episode. A story about mental health days being available to Oregon students. (Correction, in the show I said Utah) I wonder where, if it exists at all, the line is between needing a mental health day and just not having the skills to navigate an emotional time. I wonder about myself all the time if it's the depression driving or if I'm just lacking a tool in my toolbox. Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
8/29/2019 • 18 minutes, 32 seconds
#156 Running To Hospice
Thanks for downloading the episode! I talk about trying to figure out how to train for a half marathon. It's looking tougher than I originally thought. Dad is in hospice now and I played a big roll in making that decision. Yikes! I'm thinking about doing a Reddit AMA (Ask Me Anything) Oh I'm on Kik now too, as jamoalki of course. Be sure to check out and subscribe to the show on iTunes! https://apple.co/2VHV8Aj Everyone be safe and be well. Tags:Suicide, Depression, Therapy, Depressed, Mental Illness
8/22/2019 • 23 minutes, 14 seconds
#155 Car Talk Once Again
I'm recording in the car again, this time with video. http://bit.ly/306Fem8 I talk about a couple of articles I've read and pimp some other podcasts. Tags: Depression Suicide Mental Illness
8/16/2019 • 18 minutes, 57 seconds
#154 Potpourri With Claire
Join me as I sit and chat with my very good friend Claire from the Exercising Depression Podcast. We get into quite a bit of chatter. I hope you enjoy. Tags: Depression Suicide Mental Illness
8/11/2019 • 50 minutes, 35 seconds
#153 Ramble City
Here's the latest episode where I ramble my way through 15 minutes. I'm navigating my way through the world of Reddit, wish me luck. Thank you all for taking time to listen.
8/7/2019 • 15 minutes, 16 seconds
#152 YouTube?
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8/1/2019 • 18 minutes, 33 seconds
#151 Being Good With Nora
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7/28/2019 • 44 minutes, 25 seconds
#150 I'm a Good Dad
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7/24/2019 • 21 minutes, 54 seconds
#149 Vacation Time
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7/10/2019 • 19 minutes, 49 seconds
#148 New House, Still No Emotion
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7/5/2019 • 20 minutes, 50 seconds
#147 MentalHealthRawAndOpen
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6/26/2019 • 21 minutes, 42 seconds
#146 Moving and Feeling
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6/26/2019 • 21 minutes, 8 seconds
#145 Podcast Nostalgia
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6/20/2019 • 26 minutes, 4 seconds
#144 No Feelings
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6/10/2019 • 20 minutes, 44 seconds
#143 Idle Introspection
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6/5/2019 • 30 minutes, 2 seconds
#142 Introducing Exercising Depression by Claire!
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6/4/2019 • 11 minutes, 52 seconds
#141 Nora's Back For Mora
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5/27/2019 • 43 minutes, 55 seconds
#140 More Less Than
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5/23/2019 • 26 minutes, 50 seconds
#139 How I Know I'm Getting Old
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5/16/2019 • 18 minutes, 9 seconds
#138 Days of Medicine
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5/9/2019 • 28 minutes, 45 seconds
#137 Claire 3.0
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5/3/2019 • 52 minutes, 43 seconds
#136 Meet Gennifer
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4/27/2019 • 54 minutes, 38 seconds
#135 Bringing Up the Past
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4/23/2019 • 25 minutes, 43 seconds
#134 What's New?
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4/19/2019 • 19 minutes, 6 seconds
#133 10 Things I Like About Me
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4/7/2019 • 22 minutes, 33 seconds
#132 Waiting For February
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4/3/2019 • 20 minutes, 5 seconds
#131 Feeling Better
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3/21/2019 • 27 minutes, 35 seconds
#130 Catchup Show
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3/15/2019 • 22 minutes, 43 seconds
#129 Rexulti
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3/5/2019 • 21 minutes, 27 seconds
#128 Feeling Like Crap
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2/22/2019 • 12 minutes, 38 seconds
#127 Hello Kaye
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2/9/2019 • 1 hour, 9 minutes
#126 Me Time
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1/27/2019 • 22 minutes, 26 seconds
#125 Nora's Back Again Again
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1/21/2019 • 40 minutes, 48 seconds
#124 More Car Talk
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1/20/2019 • 19 minutes, 49 seconds
#123 Meet Jody
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1/16/2019 • 42 minutes, 3 seconds
#122 Knees and Poles
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1/11/2019 • 27 minutes, 25 seconds
#121 Happy New Year 2019
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1/2/2019 • 21 minutes, 2 seconds
#120 Christmas 2018
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12/26/2018 • 19 minutes, 55 seconds
#119 More Memories
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12/22/2018 • 19 minutes, 33 seconds
#118 Bald Head, No Edit
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12/12/2018 • 24 minutes, 25 seconds
#117 Interview With Tyler
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12/4/2018 • 43 minutes, 15 seconds
#116 Holiday Bustle
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11/29/2018 • 22 minutes, 26 seconds
#115 Meet Andrew
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11/23/2018 • 31 minutes, 19 seconds
#114 No News News
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11/19/2018 • 16 minutes, 1 second
#113 Claire Talks About Self Harm
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11/15/2018 • 49 minutes
#112 Empathy Revisited
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11/11/2018 • 22 minutes, 56 seconds
#111 Meet Niles
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11/6/2018 • 31 minutes, 13 seconds
#110 Lack of Creativity
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11/2/2018 • 15 minutes, 43 seconds
#109 Thoughts On Suicide
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10/25/2018 • 10 minutes, 28 seconds
#108 Self Esteemotions
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10/18/2018 • 18 minutes, 43 seconds
#107 Catching up on Correspondence
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10/11/2018 • 26 minutes, 2 seconds
#106 New Month
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10/1/2018 • 22 minutes, 21 seconds
#105 Frasier and Friends
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9/20/2018 • 21 minutes, 21 seconds
#104 It's the "100th" Episode
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9/15/2018 • 50 minutes, 35 seconds
#103 Catching Up
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9/8/2018 • 18 minutes, 27 seconds
#102 I Want 2014 Back
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9/1/2018 • 27 minutes, 4 seconds
#101 Home From Vacation
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8/26/2018 • 22 minutes, 3 seconds
#100 Good THings
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8/17/2018 • 18 minutes, 25 seconds
#099 Nora, Me, and a Glass of Wine
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8/11/2018 • 42 minutes, 9 seconds
#098 More Rambling
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8/6/2018 • 20 minutes, 2 seconds
#097 Welcome Claire
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7/30/2018 • 45 minutes, 52 seconds
#096 Feeling Bad About Feeling Better
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7/26/2018 • 26 minutes, 48 seconds
#095 A Quick Few Minutes
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7/21/2018 • 22 minutes, 9 seconds
#094 New Meds
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7/13/2018 • 22 minutes, 31 seconds
#093 More Random Thoughts
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7/8/2018 • 21 minutes, 3 seconds
#092 Accomplishment Or Not
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7/1/2018 • 20 minutes, 9 seconds
#091 Catching Up In Apex
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6/20/2018 • 16 minutes, 18 seconds
#090 Halfway There
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6/15/2018 • 23 minutes, 11 seconds
#89 Moving Weekend Is Here
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6/9/2018 • 20 minutes, 31 seconds
#88 See You In NC
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6/3/2018 • 22 minutes, 1 second
#87 Feeling Blah
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5/23/2018 • 12 minutes, 39 seconds
#86 It's The Little Things
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5/17/2018 • 24 minutes, 54 seconds
#85 Am I Strong Enough?
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5/9/2018 • 21 minutes, 22 seconds
#84 Moving Plans
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5/3/2018 • 22 minutes, 23 seconds
#83 Depression Inventory
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4/28/2018 • 32 minutes, 44 seconds
#82 Stress and Anxiety
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4/20/2018 • 22 minutes, 23 seconds
#81 Nora Brings The Happiness
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4/13/2018 • 52 minutes, 27 seconds
#80 Is Better Good?
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4/8/2018 • 20 minutes, 4 seconds
#79 Ramblings
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3/28/2018 • 21 minutes, 42 seconds
#78 Weekend Wanderings
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3/23/2018 • 25 minutes, 35 seconds
#77 Depersonalization
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3/15/2018 • 21 minutes, 41 seconds
#76 Avoidant Personality Disorder
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3/9/2018 • 30 minutes, 47 seconds
#75 Mostly Back
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3/2/2018 • 19 minutes, 19 seconds
#74 Nora's Back Again
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2/11/2018 • 43 minutes, 57 seconds
#73 Avoid Everything
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2/2/2018 • 25 minutes, 42 seconds
#72 How Am I Feeling Today
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1/23/2018 • 21 minutes, 8 seconds
#71 Mood Swings
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1/18/2018 • 18 minutes, 1 second
#70 What Is Love?
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1/14/2018 • 26 minutes, 16 seconds
#69 Hospital Stays
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1/9/2018 • 30 minutes, 7 seconds
#68 End Of 2017
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12/31/2017 • 23 minutes, 58 seconds
#67 I'm a Guest on Al Levin's Show "The Depression Files"
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12/23/2017 • 1 hour, 22 minutes, 24 seconds
#66 Don't Worry, Be Happy
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12/17/2017 • 21 minutes, 31 seconds
#65 Cognitive Distortions
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12/6/2017 • 23 minutes, 29 seconds
#64 Thanksgiving In An Odd Place
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11/28/2017 • 22 minutes, 5 seconds
#63 Uncomfortable Not Being Miserable
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11/21/2017 • 21 minutes, 28 seconds
#62 Detachment and Distraction
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11/10/2017 • 27 minutes, 8 seconds
#61 Depression Permission
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10/29/2017 • 20 minutes, 14 seconds
#60 Being a Dad
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10/25/2017 • 20 minutes, 39 seconds
#59 Low Energy
I must say "low energy" a dozen times Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
10/18/2017 • 22 minutes, 2 seconds
#58 More Car Talk
Chit chat while waiting for bagels Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
10/7/2017 • 20 minutes, 58 seconds
#57 Nora's Back
Another duet with Nora. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
10/1/2017 • 40 minutes, 57 seconds
#56 Suffer The Long Days
How each day is becoming a slog. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
9/26/2017 • 23 minutes, 24 seconds
#55 Can't Sleep, Can't Win
Short episode recorded in my car. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
9/21/2017 • 16 minutes, 50 seconds
#54 Interview With Julio From DSP
A long overdue interview with a good friend and great man. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
9/18/2017 • 1 hour, 21 minutes, 28 seconds
#53 Death and Shout Outs
Death does not make me sad. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
9/14/2017 • 20 minutes, 28 seconds
#52 Am I Sad Or Are You SAD
Where I talk about struggling again. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
9/7/2017 • 27 minutes, 28 seconds
#51 Interview With Matt From Surviving My Past
Surviving my past survivingmypast.net Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
9/3/2017 • 38 minutes, 15 seconds
#50 I Hate Me
I think of suicide because I hate myself. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
8/20/2017 • 19 minutes, 35 seconds
#49 A Question From Kate
Listener Kate asks how I felt after I woke up in the hospital following my suicide attempt. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
8/12/2017 • 23 minutes, 55 seconds
#47 Idle Idle Idle
Thoughts from a tired working man. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
7/28/2017 • 46 minutes, 52 seconds
#46 Nora Joins Me Once Again
Nora and I sit around talking. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
7/22/2017 • 34 minutes, 37 seconds
#45 Rapid Ramblings #1
First time trying a short rapid thoughts recording. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
7/21/2017 • 6 minutes, 22 seconds
#44 I Have a Job!!
I talk about my past therapy appointment and my new job. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
7/17/2017 • 20 minutes, 4 seconds
#43 Twenty-Three
I talk about the thoughts of a depressed person. Listen to MC Lars's "Twenty-Three Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
7/6/2017 • 27 minutes, 46 seconds
#42 MMPI Report
Listen in as I talk about the final results from taking the Minnesota Multiphasic Personality Inventory. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
6/30/2017 • 39 minutes, 29 seconds
#41 On Location at Cape Cod USA
Listen in as I talk to jamo while we vacation at the beach. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
6/23/2017 • 7 minutes, 19 seconds
#40 MMPI and Anxiety?
Listen in as I talk about the early results from taking the Minnesota Multiphasic Personality Inventory. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
6/14/2017 • 32 minutes, 1 second
#39 A Mundane Life
Listen in as I recap my week after Nora's been away. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
6/5/2017 • 26 minutes, 12 seconds
#38 Count Em Up
Thoughts from solid land and the wide open sea. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
5/10/2017 • 25 minutes, 53 seconds
#37 Cruising Around
Thoughts from solid land and the wide open sea. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
4/28/2017 • 30 minutes, 49 seconds
#36 More Jack-Assery
I'm back after a little bit. Listen in as I explain. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
4/5/2017 • 19 minutes, 53 seconds
#35 I'm Back...Kinda
I'm back after a little bit. Listen in as I explain. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
3/10/2017 • 19 minutes, 39 seconds
#34 I'm a Nice Guy
A new voice? Fair warning, about a quarter of the original recording got cut out. Hope what's left makes sense. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
2/10/2017 • 24 minutes, 50 seconds
#33 Nora's Side of January 21, 2015
Me reading Nora's blog post about my suicide attempt in 2015 Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depresse
1/26/2017 • 16 minutes, 9 seconds
#32 So Much Thinking About Eating
I talk about how I've fallen off the diet wagon and thinking about thinking. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
1/13/2017 • 29 minutes, 57 seconds
#31 Trying To Find My Groove
I talk about the holidays and display how I'm so out of sorts right now. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
1/5/2017 • 22 minutes, 29 seconds
#30 Q&A With My Friend Dave
Special guest alert!! Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
12/18/2016 • 29 minutes, 3 seconds
#29 Pay It Forward #2
Here's the second installment of of Pay it forward!! Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed Pay it forward
12/5/2016 • 5 minutes, 24 seconds
#28 An Odd Assortment Of Stories
Listen in as I ramble on about some unrelated topics. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
11/10/2016 • 28 minutes, 46 seconds
#27 Pay It Forward #1
The innaugural episode of Pay it forward!! Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed Pay it forward
10/31/2016 • 5 minutes, 45 seconds
#026 Why Nostalgia Makes Me Sad
I talk about gaining some insight as to why some memories with my girls make me so freaking sad. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
10/27/2016 • 27 minutes, 10 seconds
#025 Chatting With My Depression
I talk about trying to engage my Depression in conversation and the return of some dark thoughts. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
10/7/2016 • 34 minutes, 13 seconds
#024 Catching Up With Previous Events
I talk about the reacquainting with old friends and I've got some 'splainin' to do. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
9/23/2016 • 29 minutes, 42 seconds
#023 Do Unto Others...
I talk about the realization that I don't do for me. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
9/14/2016 • 26 minutes, 1 second
#022 Anhedonia and Me
I talk about anhedonia and the effect it has on my life. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
8/31/2016 • 34 minutes, 17 seconds
#021 Return of the Darkness
I talk about the past three weeks. The 0's and the downs of the wedding trip to Cape Cod. Suicide talk in this one. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
8/23/2016 • 38 minutes, 53 seconds
#020 Wedding Bells
I talk about my improving mood and energy. Nora and my wedding plans on the Cape. And some other rabble babble. Tags: Depressed Not Dead jamoalki Depression Depressed
8/1/2016 • 26 minutes, 29 seconds
#019 Dear Journal
Depressed Not Dead - jamoalki I discuss and share the song Dear Journal by Greydon Square. Tags: Suicide Depression Mental Illness
7/22/2016 • 24 minutes, 51 seconds
#018 Gallbladders and laundry.
Depressed Not Dead - jamoalki An unprepared episode where I talk some about the obstacles depression places in the way of my success.
7/21/2016 • 31 minutes, 43 seconds
#017 The opposite of positive is...
Depressed Not Dead - jamoalki I've been feeling "better" lately. But it turns out it doesn't take much time for me to lose that feeling.
7/10/2016 • 24 minutes, 6 seconds
#016 Safety First
I've been working on my safety plan, you should to. I talk over the format of the safety plan I'm using to help protect myself.
6/30/2016 • 34 minutes, 40 seconds
#015 jamoalki vs The 2nd Amendment
This is my story to try to prevent a future, more depressed, me from buying a firearm.
6/21/2016 • 31 minutes, 12 seconds
#014 Where I talk about my self image
This one took a while to record. I kept stumbling over half-thought ideas and words. Appreciate your feedback.
6/16/2016 • 25 minutes, 38 seconds
#013 Where I ask for help and opinions
jamoalki is back with a new show. Listen in as I talk about a great resource I've found on the web, more questioning of myself and so much more.
6/10/2016 • 33 minutes, 6 seconds
#012 A journey into self doubt
Why I quit another therapist.
6/3/2016 • 32 minutes, 12 seconds
#011 The past two weeks...an update
It's been two weeks since I've tickled your ears. Listen in as I explain what I've been up to.
5/23/2016 • 35 minutes, 34 seconds
#010 Meet Nora, The inaugural duet show!
Listen in and meet my lovely Nora. I know you're gonna love her!
5/9/2016 • 20 minutes, 52 seconds
#009 Trying to make good of the past
Here I try to explain why I'm seeking out people I've had failedrelationships with and wonder if it's the correct thing to do. I mentioned Defeat The Stigma in this episode. Please visit andsupport them with all the great work they're doing. defeatthestigmaproject.org
5/2/2016 • 24 minutes, 1 second
#008 jamoalki has arrived
Listen in as I try to explain where "jamoalki" came from, why it's important and find out how many tattoos I have.
4/19/2016 • 22 minutes, 55 seconds
#007 Take Inventory
Let's explore an app I use to track my mood.
4/12/2016 • 37 minutes, 52 seconds
#006 Confused About Concentration
Today I'm going to try to take you inside the jumbled of you benevolent host. This show is mostly unedited and maybe a bit tricky to stick with. I wanted to try to give a glimpse into how disjointed my focus can be. As usual, I have a page in front of me outlining what I want to say, and a few notes to try to stay on topic. Let's see how I did.
4/2/2016 • 30 minutes, 48 seconds
#005 Affirmations and Platitudes.
Listen in as this cranky old guy tells you to get his lawn with your words of encouragement. As someone who is, was and probably will be in a state of major depression, I'm not too fond of hearing the (to me) empty words meant to be encouraging and uplifting. Give a listen and let me know what you think. depressed.0.ded@gmail.com
3/30/2016 • 22 minutes, 54 seconds
#004 Don't be afraid to speak on your illness.
I'm back with another fantastic show to melt you heart and your ears. Trying some new mic setups, safe to say this was not the best option. Seem to have picked up a lot of breathing. Apologies in advance.
3/26/2016 • 24 minutes, 6 seconds
#003 The Day
Thanks to those who sent in emails! Listen in as I talk a little about my suicide attempt.
3/23/2016 • 18 minutes, 34 seconds
#002 The Program
Still not dead. Still learning the ropes.
3/18/2016 • 24 minutes, 35 seconds
#001 First try
This offering will serve as my introduction and test run of my podcasting abilities.