A collection of my most personal and intimate unfinished thoughts. If you came across this, then you're part of a pretty special group of people. @gaelaitor
the hard part about this
hi! it's been almost a year since i uploaded an episode, so here's an explanation of why. also updating you on some exciting things happening >:)
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8/19/2023 • 12 minutes, 15 seconds
I'm Tired
being responsible for my life is hard
2/28/2022 • 20 minutes, 2 seconds
i come from the bottom i can't lose
perspective
11/22/2021 • 23 minutes, 47 seconds
Privilege and Overcompensating
A telling of my experience with privilege, small successes, and higher education.
8/29/2021 • 19 minutes, 12 seconds
Love
A telling of what love feels like, how it starts, and what it means to me.
8/10/2021 • 35 minutes, 40 seconds
A Melody Of Loneliness
A notebook of my feelings regarding being alone and why I feel shame whenever I am.
Songs used:
Surrender - Suicide
Cherry - Harry Styles
Y Volvere - Los Angeles Negros
4/5/2021 • 15 minutes, 30 seconds
paralyzed by doubt
fear of letting people control my emotions
2/3/2021 • 15 minutes, 49 seconds
guys you left me on read haha just an fyi
what a nerd
1/24/2021 • 14 minutes, 27 seconds
when they go low we go lower
you hypocrite
1/24/2021 • 7 minutes, 36 seconds
You're Too Needy
r u tho?
3/30/2020 • 15 minutes, 23 seconds
Being alone isn't being lonely
TW: mentions of suicide
12/13/2019 • 19 minutes, 6 seconds
I'm not editing this
i live streamed this episode
11/1/2019 • 12 minutes, 54 seconds
Pokemon Go to the polls
influenced
10/9/2019 • 10 minutes, 25 seconds
Do You Even Want To Make Friends?
I love making friends but I am so selective and rarely find someone interesting enough to have a friendship with.
9/22/2019 • 15 minutes, 57 seconds
You don't want to live
why?
7/15/2019 • 6 minutes, 19 seconds
Background Noise
This episode is to give you some background noise while you do your work.
6/27/2019 • 15 minutes, 50 seconds
Will I Ever Be Doing Enough?
I can't ever seem to enjoy breaks. It really just makes me feel like I should be doing something productive. While I ever feel like I have done enough? Probably not
6/22/2019 • 10 minutes, 23 seconds
I Should Hide My Excitement
I'm too scared to show my personality because I always catch myself saying dumb things or looking like a fool because I show my excitement, so maybe I should stop.
4/24/2019 • 6 minutes, 41 seconds
It's None of Your Business
Your friends have probably left you out of an inside joke before, haven't they? You've also probably made a mistake that you genuinely regret but can no longer go back to the way things were. That's what I talk about this episode.
4/7/2019 • 16 minutes, 57 seconds
Stop Lying to Yourself
I can honestly say that I was not happy with who I was. I was lying to myself by saying I was. Are you?
2/4/2019 • 9 minutes, 12 seconds
Are You Happy?
Take a moment to be alone with your thoughts. Are you happy?
2/2/2019 • 2 minutes, 56 seconds
Being Selfless Makes You Selfish
Sometimes it's nice to hear someone ask if you are okay. Instead of always taking care of everyone, it's a good feeling to know someone is taking care of you.
1/29/2019 • 11 minutes, 16 seconds
Fear of Starting
The first step in doing something is always the hardest. Especially when doing something new. If you would have started sooner where would you be?
1/29/2019 • 5 minutes, 23 seconds
You Aren't Allowed to be Upset
Some people really have the courage to get mad at you for being mad at them.
1/29/2019 • 14 minutes, 27 seconds
Unfinished Thoughts
This is Unfinished Thoughts.
If you decide to stick around after listening to this. I really appreciate you.