It's the same lie told from the beginning of time, endlessly repackaged... Christian content creator @zavozitylogos, well known for his meticulously edited videos and deep-dive information, joins us to talk about his journey of awakening that started on YouTube at age 13, being saved, and uncovering the deeply pervasive gnostic lie that surrounds us all. Connect with him on instagram at: @zavozitylogos for Christian content and @zavozity for his personal life and artwork!Books & other resources:1. AprilStudios (YouTube)2. "Eaters of Children: The Pedocracy Exposed" - Johnny Cirruci3. @ProbablyAlexandra (Instagram)4. "Out Of Shadows" documentary5. "Esoteric Hollywood: Sex, Cults and Symbols in Film" - Jay Dyer6. "The Ancient Giants Who Ruled America: The Missing Skeletons and the Great Smithsonian Cover-Up" - Richard J. Dewhurst7. "The Genesis 6 Conspiracy" - Gary Wayne8. "John Todd: Beyond the Legend" - Christopher LaRock9. "The Second Coming of the New Age" - Steven Bancarz10. William Cooper11. Fritz Springmeier12. Steven Darby13. Altiyan Childs former X-factor winner exposes freemasonry14. "Trance-formation of America" - Cathy O'Brien15. Truth is Stranger than Fiction (YouTube)16. Eric Dubay (YouTube)

"Warriors in hiding" -- With the  Blurry Creatures podcast, I dove right into the deep end. By the time I got to the end of their podcast, I realized I should start at the beginning. In doing so, I realized something huge:GOD HIJACKED THEIR PODCAST WITH HIS OWN WILL. Blurry Creatures is no longer just a place for Bigfoot enthusiasts - It's a home for Christians all around the world who have been yearning for the true depths of the Bible and its implications on our fallen world. God did something similar with me when I started my new age-y podcast... Four episodes in, I got saved and cancelled myself. The experience painted a larger picture in my head: God wants warriors, and He will take them however He can get them. The one prerequisite? Being willing to put yourself on the front lines (even if you start out fighting for the enemy).This podcast is for all the warriors in hiding. It's time to put your fears aside and take the leap....FREE TRAINING: HOW TO BUILD YOUR OWN PODCAST! Join me on Instagram (@Madison.palica) to sign up for a free tutorial for building your own podcast. Message me or check my story highlights for details. I am soooo excited about this!

Controlled opp? Satanic deception? Males playing female characters? Antichrist spirit? Susan and I pretty much heard it ALL when it came to responses to our podcast episode. Today I want to share my perspective on what I'm seeing transpire in comment sections. Here I address the concerns some of you had about the episode being number 66, as well as other potential symbolism that left some people feeling uneasy. This episode especially goes out to my fellow Christians who spend too much time in the conspiracy realm and not enough time in the Word. Let me know if you relate. Ask me any questions. Share with your friends, family, or social media following if you agree. Love you all, thank you for your support!

Calling all conspiracy fact-ists!!! This episode is for you with a VERY special guest... You may know her as @SusanMaryFineArt or @SuzieCues_ but Susan Harrell has been ahead of the game with spotting numerology and symbolism for years now. Some of the key points we cover in this 2 hour(!) episode include:Breakdown of gematriaThe main symbolic numbers to look for + what they meanAn explanation of numerologySymbols to keep an eye out for + their meanings The upcoming 2024 eclipse - what it means, what the Luciferian occult believe about itWhat is Kabbalah / Jewish mysticism How and why the Luciferians steal Christian symbolismOpinions on the current state of ChristianityPredictions about future deceptionWhat God is saying to us right nowHow to connect with Susan:Instagram: @suziecues_ Backup instagram: @suziecues_2Facebook: Susan HarrellSupport Susan's art: susanharrell.comSupport The Final Wake Up:Leave a 5 star reviewShare this episode to your instagram storySend to a friend who would enjoy thisSubscribe :)

We have seen revival break out! ...or have we? Opinions of all types surround this event at Asbury. To clear the noise, I invited my client and friend Matthew Kalb on the show! Matthew went to Asbury himself and tells his story of what he saw and experienced there. Follow me on instagram @Madison.palica: https://www.instagram.com/madison.palica/ Follow me on Tiktok for more personal videos in my life: https://www.tiktok.com/@madison.palica How are you doing lately? find out with this FREE wellbeing survey: https://www.heartmath.org/resources/personal-well-being-survey/ If you want to learn more, or need personalized help, DM ME! I can get you into a course, or we can create 1:1 coaching sessions personalized to YOU and your needs. 

OFFICIALLY OPENS MARCH 12! In this episode I'm answering all the frequently asked questions about my newest course offering, Quit Stalling Your Calling. This course is for the person who TRULY wants to be a powerful Kingdom worker, but doesn't know how or where to start. I am taking new enrollments starting March 9 through instagram so follow me and turn on my page notifications!Follow me on instagram @Madison.palica: https://www.instagram.com/madison.palica/ Follow me on Tiktok for more personal videos in my life: https://www.tiktok.com/@madison.palica How are you doing lately? find out with this FREE wellbeing survey: https://www.heartmath.org/resources/personal-well-being-survey/ If you want to learn more, or need personalized help, DM ME! I can get you into a course, or we can create 1:1 coaching sessions personalized to YOU and your needs. 

Current events are what likely brought you to God... I don't think that's a coincidence. Our world is in chaos and getting crazier by the day! People are joking that a new chapter of Revelations plays out each day haha. Only it's sort of true! This episode is all about keeping your cool in a prophetic time, and becoming the most effective servant and ambassador for the Kingdom that you possibly can.

Today I'm giving Biblical context to our breath. What does the Bible actually say about breath [ruach]? What does God say about it? How is it used? To learn more, follow me on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/madison.palica/

Ketchup. Mustard. Ranch. All completely different and delicious in their own way, right? YOU ARE THE SAME.  You have special ingredients (talents, gifts, skills, personality traits, experiences) that make you unlike anybody else in the world. It's with this unique combination that you can begin to put together your own recipe... YOUR SECRET SAUCE. Dive in with me in this episode :)Quit Stalling Your Calling is open on pre-sale for 80% off for a few more days. Sign up here before this discount expires: https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/presale

The "New Age" spirituality has hijacked the term "energy" and made it something mystical, magical and difficult to grasp. Today I'm explaining WHY AND HOW Christian's can reclaim energy and what this term ACTUALLY means, as a way to improve your health, wellbeing and spiritual life.

Sam Landa is a Christian coach and educator with a background in psychology. In today's episode we discuss what attachment styles are, what they mean, and how they relate to your relationship (or lack of one) with God.DM or email him for more info on how you can understand your attachment style to grow in your relationship with God.Connect with Sam on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/godattachmenthealing/Email Sam at: slconnect08@gmail.comListen to "The Genesis of Shame" on Apple podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-genesis-of-shame-podcast/id1466261636Listen to "The Genesis of Shame" on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/67GN5FE1yM1NixVCu4KFEv?si=fe1bf89a4cee4701

New age spirituality intricately ties into the choice to become vegan... whether it's for "non harm" spiritual ethics, planetary conservation, love and light for animals, or wanting to obtain open chakras and higher consciousness.This episode details my story of why I became vegan in the first place, what my experience of veganism was like, and what inevitably led me out of veganism and right into sustainable animal products.

Society's need for comfort and convenience is killing us. It's time to get comfortable being uncomfortable and start challenging yourself ON PURPOSE. Listen to more in this episode on how to build your mental, emotional, physical and spiritual strength, endurance and resilience. At the end I give you 10 quick practices or solutions.Follow me on instagram: @Madison.Palica

WARNING: I use the "p word" in this podcast hahaha... Join the movement I am creating, so that you can grow stronger, smarter, more focused, sharper, and more badass overall. We are officially inconveniencing ourselves in order to gain mental, emotional, physical and spiritual strength and endurance. Let's make self reliability cool again!If you join the movement:1. Post a photo of video of your purposely inconvenient activity.2. Tag @Madison.palica3. Hashtag #purposefulinconvenience

Is hurry a root of evil in our lives? How much time do you spend relaxing in the presence of the Lord? Not much? ....I felt the same way, until God starting taking me down a new path.Book: "The Ruthless Elimination of Hurry"Author: John Mark Comer https://www.instagram.com/johnmarkcomer/Follow me on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/madison.palica/DM me "UNHURRY" to see if personal coaching might be what you need :)Love you all!

I've been covering the current Utah ritual abuse investigation and its ties to politics, Mormonism, Satanism, the CIA and more. A dear friend of mine reached out and said that he has his own abuse story to share concerning his childhood and the failure of the church to believe or protect him. This is a WIDESPREAD issue in the LDS church and I am so thankful that Kyle was willing to publicly share his story FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER on this podcast.Watch the video with supplemental images and articles on my YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCB9HfPGsnNOTwZRRAbdGjlQDo you have a story to tell? I will help your voice be heard. Message me on Instagram and let me know: https://www.instagram.com/madison.palica/

This episode is taken directly from the Ex-Mormon Resource Course - a course and community I built for those who are questioning their faith in the LDS (Mormon) church, or have been struggling mentally and spiritually since leaving the church. I know what it's like to have your entire world ripped out from under you. To have nothing left to stand on. To have very few people, or nobody at all, to support you or understand you while navigating your way through this MESS of a faith deconstruction. The Ex-Mormon Resource Course is what I prayed for 7 years ago and never received. To learn more and / or sign up, click here: https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/exmormon

In the "Atheist Series" I'm dissecting the book, I Don't Have Enough Faith To Be An Atheist, written by Dr. Frank Turek and Norman Geisler. Today I'm talking about TRUTH. Does it exist? How do we know? Is it possible to find truth in religion or spirituality?To read the book online for free: https://fb.me/g/1dBhX8qow/xF8VVtItFor updates on the ex-Mormon Resource Course, join the club here: https://madisonpalica.ck.page/9d5afb4e22 Follow me on instagram for updates on EMRC: https://www.instagram.com/madison.pal... Join Baby Steps Fellowship for a Christian community here: https://fb.me/g/1jslia2NO/x5dWrQpM Get rid of your "old identity" and embrace your authentic self in my 7-week online course, Heal Your Mind: https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/he... FOR MORE: Watch my video podcast episodes on my YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCB9H... Follow me on TikTok: https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdkWvuLc/ https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdkWvuLc/ Take 15% off of all "Seek Jesus" clothing: https://seekjesus.co/pages/_go_?ref=7... Sign up for one on one coaching with me here: https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/in... Grab a journal I designed here! Order 2 for 15% off: https://www.redbubble.com/i/notebook/... Learn to make simple, healthy, easy and fast food in my healthy eating e-book The S.H.E.F. Mindset: https://madisonpalica.ck.page/product... Support my work (Venmo): https://venmo.com/code?user_id=176985... Support my work (PayPal): https://paypal.me/madisonpalica?count...

I'm currently creating an online resource for all questioning, transitioning, or former mormons called the ex-Mormon Resource Course (EMRC)! In it, I have a full section dedicated to the phenomenon of an LDS Faith Crisis, where I share my story. This podcast is taken from that section. EMRC will be officially open and available to the public in May! Please send this podcast episode to your friends or family members who have experienced, or are currently experiencing an LDS faith crisis.For updates on the ex-Mormon Resource Course, join the club here: https://madisonpalica.ck.page/9d5afb4e22Follow me on instagram for updates on EMRC: https://www.instagram.com/madison.palica/Join Baby Steps Fellowship for a Christian community here: https://fb.me/g/1jslia2NO/x5dWrQpMGet rid of your "old identity" and embrace your authentic self in my 7-week online course, Heal Your Mind: https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/heal-your-mindFOR MORE:Watch my video podcast episodes on my YouTube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCB9HfPGsnNOTwZRRAbdGjlQFollow me on TikTok: https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdkWvuLc/ https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdkWvuLc/Take 15% off of all "Seek Jesus" clothing: https://seekjesus.co/pages/_go_?ref=7491:271379&discount=MADPALSign up for one on one coaching with me here: https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/insideoutGrab a journal I designed here! Order 2 for 15% off: https://www.redbubble.com/i/notebook/Good-idea-God-idea-by-madisonpalica/66792813.WX3NHLearn to make simple, healthy, easy and fast food in my healthy eating e-book The S.H.E.F. Mindset: https://madisonpalica.ck.page/products/shefSupport my work (Venmo): https://venmo.com/code?user_id=1769851592900608849&created=1646596637.704568&printed=1Support my work (PayPal): https://paypal.me/madisonpalica?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US

In the "Atheist Series" I'm dissecting the book,I Don't Have Enough Faith To Be An Atheist, written by Dr. Frank Turek and Norman Geisler. Today I'm talking about the questions / implications of God: does he exist? and if he does, what does that mean for us humans?To read the book online for free: https://fb.me/g/1dBhX8qow/xF8VVtIt Follow me on instagram @Madison.palica: https://www.instagram.com/madison.palica/ Follow me on Tiktok for more personal videos in my life: https://www.tiktok.com/@madison.palica Join the club! get emails about sales, new products, life updates and exclusive discounts: https://madisonpalica.ck.page/9d5afb4e22 How are you doing lately? find out with this FREE wellbeing survey: https://www.heartmath.org/resources/personal-well-being-survey/ If you want to learn more, or need personalized help, DM ME! I can get you into a course, or we can create 1:1 coaching sessions personalized to YOU and your needs. 

I added four awesome features to Baby Steps Fellowship. I'm giving the lowdown in this BONUS episode.Want to join the community? Sign up for Baby Steps Fellowship here: https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/babysteps Follow me on instagram @Madison.palica: https://www.instagram.com/madison.palica/ Follow me on Tiktok for more personal videos in my life: https://www.tiktok.com/@madison.palica Join the club! get emails about sales, new products, life updates and exclusive discounts: https://madisonpalica.ck.page/9d5afb4e22 How are you doing lately? find out with this FREE wellbeing survey: https://www.heartmath.org/resources/personal-well-being-survey/ If you want to learn more, or need personalized help, DM ME! I can get you into a course, or we can create 1:1 coaching sessions personalized to YOU and your needs. 

I created a brand new community for all my baby Christians out there... to connect, receive and offer support, ask questions, share inspiration or revelation, and MORE! I'm so freaking excited to have a group to call home.JOIN BABY STEPS FELLOWSHIP HERE: https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/babysteps Follow me on instagram @Madison.palica: https://www.instagram.com/madison.palica/ Follow me on Tiktok for more personal videos in my life: https://www.tiktok.com/@madison.palica Join the club! get emails about sales, new products, life updates and exclusive discounts: https://madisonpalica.ck.page/9d5afb4e22 How are you doing lately? find out with this FREE wellbeing survey: https://www.heartmath.org/resources/personal-well-being-survey/ If you want to learn more, or need personalized help, DM ME! I can get you into a course, or we can create 1:1 coaching sessions personalized to YOU and your needs. 

EPISODE 1 in my series on the book, I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH FAITH TO BE AN ATHEIST.Get the book here: https://impactapologetics.com/i-dont-have-enough-faith-to-be-an-atheist-paperback/Follow Frank Turek on instagram here: https://www.instagram.com/drfrankturek/Listen to his podcast here: https://open.spotify.com/show/33MgzSFOheNQ8BnxMGbDOv?si=7874334c73524fe1 If you want to learn more, or need personalized help, DM ME! I can get you into a course, or we can create 1:1 coaching sessions personalized to YOU and your needs.  Follow me on instagram @Madison.palica: https://www.instagram.com/madison.palica/Follow me on Tiktok for more personal videos in my life: https://www.tiktok.com/@madison.palica Join the club! get emails about sales, new products, life updates and exclusive discounts: https://madisonpalica.ck.page/9d5afb4e22 How are you doing lately? find out with this FREE wellbeing survey: https://www.heartmath.org/resources/personal-well-being-survey/

This information is taken from my experience re-taking my own online course, From Stressed To Your Best - NOW OPEN FOR ENROLLMENT! If you want to learn more about it, or need personalized help, DM ME! My instagram is linked below. I can get you into this course, or we can create 1:1 coaching sessions personalized to YOU and your needs.  follow me on instagram @Madison.palica: https://www.instagram.com/madison.palica/ join the club! get emails about sales, new products, life updates and exclusive discounts: https://madisonpalica.ck.page/9d5afb4e22 how are you doing lately? find out with this FREE wellbeing survey: https://www.heartmath.org/resources/personal-well-being-survey/

learn how your emotions affect your brain and body! then learn how to consciously create the emotional chain reactions you want to happen, in order to feel and perform better mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually. if you want to learn more, or need personalized help, DM ME! I can get you into a course, or we can create 1:1 coaching sessions personalized to YOU and your needs. follow me on instagram @Madison.palica: https://www.instagram.com/madison.palica/join the club! get emails about sales, new products, life updates and exclusive discounts: https://madisonpalica.ck.page/9d5afb4e22how are you doing lately? find out with this FREE wellbeing survey: https://www.heartmath.org/resources/personal-well-being-survey/

Travis Scott's Astroworld was controversial and resulted in many deaths.In this episode I explain the events that happened that night and pick apart the occult symbolism used in his marketing materials.Please say a prayer for protection and peace before going into this, as much of the information is dark and shocking.If not properly protected, or if you are already in a bad place mentally, this information can cause severe mental pain and anguish. Think fractured psyche.Take it slow. (I would also appreciate prayers... spiritual attacks are real and those exposing darkness can face many consequences!)Though terrifying, this all shows that God is on the move and is bringing lost children back home before real and horrifying events will take place on this Earth.The video version of this podcast is also available on my YouTube channel, Madison Palica, complete with the photos I am referencing.Please follow me on instagram @Madison.palica and @holisticwithmadsThis podcast is also available on Apple podcasts.MAY GOD BE WITH YOU!***the audio at the beginning is lower quality but improves around minute 12. so sorry for the technical difficulty!

I turn 25 this month and I've been feeling like it calls for a full transformation. "The Final Wake Up" has a double meaning that you need to know. Now is the time to step AWAY from the matrix and toward a life of purity.The podcast rebrand is a result of that... I don't want to be represented by vulgar language anymore.It's time to grow up and become the mature, sophisticated, Godly woman I know I can be.Also, learn more about my upcoming healthy eating guide - The S.H.E.F. Mindset!I'm sooo excited about all the change and new things coming.Be looking forward to my next episode as well, talking all about Travis Scott and ASTROWORLD. 

Questions I investigate in this episode:  What does God say about homosexuality? Would Jesus wear the flag?What about mental health effects on LGBTQ youth?Is this a gospel issue? Or is this a culture issue?Brigham Young University (BYU) and The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (LDS) stance on LGBTQ?Can you believe Jesus would wear the rainbow flag and still believe in Jesus?LDS Book of Mormon v. Bible doctrine?

 I’m answering 10 OF YOUR QUESTIONS! ⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️  1. How long is the Heal Your Mind program? 2. When does it start? 3. Will I always have access to this? 4. Is there a payment plan option? 5. How does this differ from something like meditation? 6. Is this like therapy? 7. What’s the difference between Heal Your Mind and your last course, From Stressed To Your Best? 8. What will I get out of this Heal Your Mind? 9. How do I access and use this course? 10. Is this course content digital or printable? You’re running out of time to sign up for Heal Your Mind! Price going up next time. https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/heal-your-mind

ADOPT THESE GROWTH MINDSETS: ❌ “I can’t afford it.” ✅ I can re-prioritize my spending habits. ❌ “I’m too busy, not enough time.” ✅ I can make the important things a priority. I can dedicate a little time each day.  ❌ “This investment isn’t worth it.” ✅ I get out what I put in.  ❌ “I might quit.” ✅ I can follow through for myself. My future self will thank me.  Get more incredible mindset shifts in Heal Your Mind! Doors are only open for a bit longer so sign up now before you forget! https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/heal-your-mind Remember: ❤️ Your future self will thank you for spending this time making her life significantly better and more meaningful.

PLACEBO EFFECT: If you believe it will happen, it will. If you don’t, it won’t… In other words, your brain BELIEVES everything you think, and makes it come to pass.  THINK CAREFULLY!  This is scientifically studied and proven. Your thoughts can CHANGE your body chemistry... which therefore transforms your experience of life; On the inside AND the outside.  ✨ Learn to transform your life experience in a positive way in my new course, Heal Your Mind! The doors are only open for a bit longer, so get in now before you miss your spot! (price going up next time doors open!) https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/heal-your-mind

Everyone needs a reason for being… That’s what the Japanese word “IKIGAI” means. Ikigai is the meeting point of: ? What you love ? What you’re good at ? What the world needs ? What you can get paid for Sometimes finding your Ikigai happens through a PROCESS OF ELIMINATING the things that no longer align with your deepest internal desires.  Let me help you find yours.  Join me in my online course Heal Your Mind if you aren’t sure WHAT you want / need to be doing… but you know that you have an inner calling to do something important.  Something that leaves a lasting mark.  HEAL YOUR MIND https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/heal-your-mind Enrollment is closing soon, so get in today!

Your thoughts have the power to physically manifest into reality. This is true for POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE thoughts alike!!! Your mindset affects your emotions, your body, your health, and even the people, pets, and environment around you. IF YOU WANT TO: ✨ have a positive influence ✨ break generational cycles ✨ do big things ✨ add healing to the world ✨ heal your relationship with yourself then enroll in Heal Your Mind right now! https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/heal-your-mind doors close August 13!

Your head usually sounds like chatter, confusion and worry. Your heart feels like peace, clarity and understanding. Learn more about how to distinguish your head from your heart in this episode! If you want to learn how to listen to your heart’s spiritual intelligence, sign up for my new 7-week online course: ✨ HEAL YOUR MIND ✨  https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/heal-your-mind ? doors close next Friday!

YOU ARE HERE TO FULFILL YOUR PURPOSE, NOT WASTE YOUR POTENTIAL! I took the most life-changing chapters of my book Make Your Own Magic and turned them into online courses, so you can get the absolute MOST out of the information! In HEAL YOUR MIND you will learn to shift your mindset and internal beliefs from: ❌ “Life is hard” ❌ “That isn’t possible” ❌ “I have no time or energy” to: ? “ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE” ? “I AM CAPABLE” ? “I CAN CHOOSE” — If i didn’t implement the things from this course into my own life, i would be: ? working 9-5 ? slaving to the corporate system  ? blaming people & circumstances ? unhappy, but content playing victim ? feeling disconnected from my own personal hopes, dreams and goals BUT INSTEAD, I AM: ? creating my own dream job ? utilizing my gifts, talents & passions ? taking risks & experiencing growth ? learning by doing ? adhering to my own value system ? investing in me & my quality of life  ? making my dreams a reality!!! My dream is to help others fulfill their unique potential and purposes too.  It’s time to finally get out of your son way! If you’re ready to do big things, GET IN HERE! https://madisonpalica.mykajabi.com/heal-your-mind Only open for a limited time!

Not that kind of coming out… I talk here about the mass exodus of people from New Age / Spiritualism / Paganism to Christ and the Bible. Why are so many conversions of the heart all happening at once? Could this be the “Great Harvest”? Are these the end of days? Links: My online courses: madisonpalica.mykajabi.com The study bible I use and love: http://www.nltstudybible.com My Instagram (@madison.palica): https://www.instagram.com/madison.palica/ My YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCB9HfPGsnNOTwZRRAbdGjlQ My Tiktok: @madison.palica My fav daily podcast, Situation Update with Mike Adams, aka, The Health Ranger: https://www.healthrangerreport.com Brother Dude Marty Instagram (@brotherdudemarty): https://www.instagram.com/brotherdudemarty/ Brother Dude Marty YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmb_s9qTQO7o3IGxxw5hQiA Brother Dude Marty sunday service I talked about (ps. It’s actually from June 6th, my bad!*): https://www.instagram.com/p/CPyufw0ldwN/ Out of Shadows documentary: https://www.outofshadows.org Caitlyn Pasternak Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/caitlyn.pasternak/ Christian Padron Instagram (@madeforhope): https://www.instagram.com/madeforhope/ Christian Padron YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/lovealreadywon Another ex-new ager, Taylor Ann (@tayloranndivine): https://www.instagram.com/tayloranndivine/ Boonk Gang, now John Gabbana (@sirgabbana): https://www.instagram.com/sirgabbana/ Lohanthony coming to Christ: https://christiannews.net/2020/09/02/jesus-found-me-youtuber-lohanthony-known-for-his-homosexuality-renounces-life-of-sin/ Doreen Virtue website: https://doreenvirtue.com Doreen Virtue Instagram (@doreenvirtue): https://www.instagram.com/doreenvirtue/ Ali Zeck Instagram (@ali.zeck): https://www.instagram.com/ali.zeck/ Alec Zeck Instagram (@_al_boogie_): https://www.instagram.com/_al_boogie_/ "Top 10 Bible Prophecies that are Coming True Right Now!” https://giselleaguiar.com/2020/10/28/top-10-bible-prophecies-that-are-coming-true-right-now/ “Right Now! God is Revealing the Signs of the Times”  https://giselleaguiar.com/2020/06/20/right-now-god-is-revealing-the-signs-of-the-times/ World Economic Forum, Great Reset: https://www.weforum.org/great-reset/ Cryptocurrency system using body activity data: https://patents.google.com/patent/WO2020060606A1/en Article about the WEF’s “You’ll Own Nothing And Be Happy”: https://off-guardian.org/2020/11/12/own-nothing-and-be-happy-the-great-resets-vision-of-the-future/ Covid-19: The Great Reset book: https://www.amazon.com/COVID-19-Great-Reset-Klaus-Schwab/dp/2940631123 Covid-19: The Great Reset: https://www.weforum.org/agenda/2020/07/covid-19-the-great-reset/

Doreen Virtue is a bestselling New Age author and teacher who gave up her entire life for Christ. Steven Bancarz was a co-creator of Spirit Science who gave his life up as well. These are the most important points from Bancarz's interview of Virtue, telling her testimony. This episode clears up a LOT of misconceptions about Christianity and gives deeper clarity and understanding.

This was written by Steven Bancarz in 2017, shared by Christian Padron (@madeforhope on insta, love already won on youtube). It is incredible and rung inside of my being so I decided to share it with you. I hope it brings clarity and understanding. Message me on instagram @Madison.palica to chat about this!

THE JUICY DETAILS ? (10 q&a’s)I’m answering 10 questions:? WHAT IS YOUR PURPOSE?? WHAT WILL YOUR COURSE DO FOR ME?? WHAT IS HEARTMATH?? WHY DID YOU MAKE THIS COURSE?? HOW DO I ACCESS IT?? HOW LONG IS IT?? WHEN DOES IT START?? WHAT IS THE COMMUNITY?? HOW LONG IS IT OPEN?? HOW DO I SIGN UP?

Unclear communication can cost businesses millions of dollars.... IF it can do that much damage in to a company, imagine how much damage it can do to your relationships?? So how can you begin to communicate more effectively? Find out more in this episode.

STRESS LINKED TO 6 LEADING CAUSES OF DEATH?!stress is a killer, but it’s looked at in our “go go go” society as totally normal. HERE IS THE TEA ON STRESS BABY ?? piping hot. You’ll never look at stress the same again.Do you want to know how to get rid of your own stress in exchange for health, longevity, and happiness???Follow @Madison.palica on instagram and DM me to find out more about my online course, FROM STRESSED TO YOUR BEST!

Learn how emotions affect your mind and body short-term and long-term. I give 5 tips to NATURALLY regulate your emotional health and keep yourself out of stress, fear, anxiety, and more.Learn more about my course FROM STRESSED TO YOUR BEST on my instagram: @Madison.palica

I STOPPED TAKING MY MEDS because I learned about these side effects. I'm giving you 3 tips to NATURALLY heal anxiety & depression. My course, FROM STRESSED TO YOUR BEST, is currently closed but you can find updates on this and other courses on my instagram: @Madison.palica

I got what felt like a prophetic word while sitting on my bathroom floor the other evening. It was one of those moments where the veil is lifted and you can suddenly see and understand the big picture, as if you're looking down on the world from a bird's-eye-view. When this happens, I write what is being revealed to me immediately. This word was about a morality-driven generation who is about to understand that that they've been fighting for a malicious deception. Hear all about it in this week's episode.

MY NEW COURSE IS LIVE! Find it in my instagram bio @Madison.palica -- only open until March 5! Get in while you can. You will learn all about HeartMath techniques in a matter of 6 weeks and go from living in stress to THRIVING with ease!

I'm reading both of Archbishop Vigano's letters to Trump from 2020 to shed some light on the reality of the situation we're facing. I talk briefly at the end about WHY I feel so passionate about teaching people the tools they need in order to EXIT THE MATRIX. I'm dropping my new course FROM STRESSED TO YOUR BEST on February 24 to help with this.

I'm launching my new course, From STRESSED to your BEST -- which is completely based off of the HeartMath training I did to become a HeartMath Certified Mentor. It's going to change your life when you know exactly how to self-regulate in an easy, quick, on-the-go way. DM on Instagram @Madison.palica to get the link!

Detailing my tech transitions and reasons for doing so.Ditching Facebook, Twitter, Youtube, Google, Amazon...In favor of Gab, Rumble, Bitchute, Brighteon, Proton Mail, Duck Duck Go, CloutHub... possibly MeWe.Still on the fence about Parler.JOIN MY TELEGRAM CHANNEL: https://t.me/joinchat/UtU_yptiztTbe4BiFIND ME ON GAB: https://gab.com/madisonpalicaFIND ME ON BRIGHTEON.SOCIAL: https://brighteon.social/@madspalicaFIND ME ON BRIGHTEON: https://www.brighteon.com/channels/madisonpalicaFIND ME ON CLOUTHUB: https://app.clouthub.com/private/48728db9-fc55-43e7-b017-c195d258fff7

Recorded at 2 am. We are seeing the tears in the fabric of the matrix happen right before our eyes. When the matrix collapses, you're going to want to be able to grow your own food, have money with actual value, potentially be able to live without electricity, etc. In this episode I give my thoughts on what's going on with the stock market, and my review from using a home growing Tower Garden for 6-7 months. I also give info about a different type of garden tower that works with soil rather than water.

KINGDOM REALITY V. MATRIX FALSE REALITY (why new age is part of the matrix) 1. my awakening experience(s) 2. coming out of the matrix / illusion / sorcery cast upon the world 3. new age is part of the matrix and leads to death 4. my thoughts on Q / Q*non and how it brought me to GOD 5. being in D.C. on January 6, outside the c*pitol 6. censorship rollout, false narratives 7. inauguration 8. battle of good v. evil 9. HEAVEN ON EARTH "2 Corinthians 4:4 4 The ·devil who rules this world [?god of this age] has blinded the minds of ·those who do not believe [unbelievers]. [?…so that] They cannot see the light of the Good News—the Good News ·about [that reveals] the glory of Christ, who is ·exactly like [the image of] God." LINKS: Jessie Czebotar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_rLKrwXPgiE&t=4299s Brother Dude Marty youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmb_s9qTQO7o3IGxxw5hQiA Brother Dude Marty instagram: https://www.instagram.com/brotherdudemarty/ World Harvest Ministries podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/world-harvest-ministries-media/id1126580667 Brighteon -- Health Ranger Report: https://www.brighteon.com/f68b671b-4d51-4f6b-8fad-7ee42b075795 Sean Feucht instagram: https://www.instagram.com/seanfeucht/ Hold The Line instagram: https://www.instagram.com/holdtheline_/ Ronald Bernard Dutch banker interview: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xC62iJ_oXDE

It could be easy to throw away this whole year as a piece of crap... I think it's important to shift your perspective and look at all of the great things this monumental year taught you. Here are the 20 most important things that 2020 taught me:1. Government doesn't have your best interests in mind2. Guns are a TOOL3. The U.S. is a corporation, WE are the products4. Human trafficking + Satanic Ritual Abuse5. Elite pedophile rings DO exist6. Republicans aren't homophobic white supremacists7. God is not controlling, abusive nor oppressive8. The media is brainwash + mind control9. Our idols are NOT who we think they are10. Much of the world speaks in symbolism11. There is great inversion12. Satan exists13. The matrix is Satan's, NOT OURS!14. There IS an evil plan to dominate the world15. That plan is talked about IN the Bible16. The Bible is true17. Jesus is real, Jesus is the Truth18. End time prophecies are being fulfilled19. Socialism and communism SUCK20. Trump isn't an evil Cheeto like I thought*bonus*21. New Age is satanic false light and deception22. Hollywood + C.I.A. go hand-in-hand23. God's rules are FOR us, judgement is necessary24. Working out rocks25. Humans are being easily manipulated like cattle toward slaughter26. Only Jesus can save you

How did Christmas begin? With the birth of the Son? Or the celebration of the sun? In this episode we talk about the timing of the holiday, Pagan worship, who Saint Nick is, German Krampus, the Roman holiday Saturnalia, and more. The origins of Christmas are not what you think -- I probably won't celebrate the holiday again. Will you?

Haters are everywhere when you disagree with the mainstream narratives. These are the best ways I am able to cope so I can continue to stand in my calling and speak up for what is right.

THE REAL PANDEMIC: Covid’s effects on mental health + how to copeCovid has impacted people’s mental health in various ways, including job loss, internet addiction, alcohol / substance abuse, economic insecurity, domestic violence, and suicide. I give some facts and statistics regarding the real alarming things going on in the wake of Covid’s restrictions and “safety” plans. The second part of this video gives tips on managing your mental and emotional health and giving you the ability to self-regulate. I explain @heartmath techniques for building your capacity for resilience and positivity, as well as the impact of hormones and heavy metals on your mental health. Lastly, I introduce the supplements I have taken to help me with the panic attacks and intense anxiety I began experiencing when the world started to go into lockdown. These are likely available online, or at the Health Spot in Orem or Sandy. If you’d like to check on your health with a biomeridian scan, schedule an appointment with Pam. She is spicy but she saved my life. ??Hope this all helps! Let me know what you learned.

I prayed to KNOW HIM, and this was the immediate answer I got - after seeing "locust" pop up everywhere for a week. Here's what I feel God is saying: 1. Warning of Destruction 2. Call to Repentance 3. Restoration

Kanye got Joe Rogan 6.6 million views in 2 days. He has a GODLY influence that many don't understand. I'm breaking it all down and giving you my own perspective in this episode.

Today I discuss the origins of Halloween, and what Halloween means to different people, religions and occultists today. You'll learn about All Saints Day, the Celtic Druids, and the Church of Satan. *TRIGGER WARNING* This episode teaches about satanic ritual abuse, rape and child sacrifice. Let me know on my social platforms if you will be celebrating Halloween or taking a pass.

Aaron Rose is embodying his walk with God through new content he's releasing, chapter by chapter. I listened to the first chapter and it spoke deeply to my soul. I almost made this into an instagram story, but I just had too much to say. Follow his journey on instagram: @aaronxrose 

This is my update of the ways my life has changed since I cancelled myself and my line of work. I've been assigned to a new path, and I am SO excited about it. Instagram accounts to follow: @caitlyn.pasternak - @aaronxrose - @_lovealreadywon_ - @evolving.writer.jenasa - @littlemisspatriot.2  -- FOLLOW ME and keep up with my journey on Instagram: @madisonpalica

This episode is all about the Netflix documentary The Social Dilemma, and this false, virtual world created by our screens that’s been overlaid atop the real world. It’s hard to even distinguish between the two by this point. I discuss the collapse of the TECH GIANTS that have been programming us and making us depressed, anxious, addicted, violent, lonely, judgemental, hateful, manipulated, and more.Let’s collapse the false matrix! I don’t even want it to exist anymore, because I know the harm it’s causing. It’s artificial, not natural. Remember: there’s this cool thing around you called REALITY. And when you’re in it, you only need to pay attention to what is in front of you. Imagine the kind of REAL CHANGE you can affect in real life.Follow me on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/madisonpalica/Message me about 1:1 mentoring: https://www.instagram.com/madisonpalica/Subscribe to my channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCB9HfPGsnNOTwZRRAbdGjlQ?view_as=subscriberAdd me on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/madison.shay/

I had to put my cat of 14 years down this week unexpectedly. She was such a source of love for my family and I, and she is still teaching me lessons about life, love, and God - even in her death. I share some of those lessons in this week's podcast episode.0:40 - I had to say goodbye to my cat of 14 years this week :(1:11 - People knew me throughout school as “maddielovescats”1:20 - Reflecting on the story of how my sister’s cat became MY cat1:45 - She was such a blessing to my life, and I did NOT go out of my way to find her… she literally came to me2:25 - My whole family, even my sister, eventually accepted that this is now MY cat, not her cat… THANK YOU GOD!3:08 - I always imagined that once my cat died I would be in shambles with a gaping hole in my heart…3:45 - I’m not that heartbroken… why? Why am I okay?4:00 - Part of this has to do with mindfulness… I appreciated my moments with her and would always become super present with her5:03 - I now feel like I spent the time I had with her really wisely, always sending her my love and appreciating her presence, and her purr.6:10 - Egyptians looked at cats as sacred, their purr is actually healing for the nervous system6:46 - There is no love more pure than the love between a pet and its owner7:03 - I remember being with my cat, Kiki, when I was reading “The Secret Nature of Matter”7:21 - Matter is pure space and energy, and your thoughts interact with + effect matter.7:40 - The power of love and intention has the capability of changing physical matter8:00 - There are bones in your neck that fuse as a baby, some fuse uneven and can never move8:30 - I tried this experiment to re-align the neck bones, by calling on the feeling of love (KIKI)9:02 - IT WORKED! She said she could feel the bones in her neck moving, and they were even after I sent the loving intention toward her9:24 - It’s the same with HeartMath… Calling on the feeling of love is what heals you!9:43 - Every time I have to call on love, I think of my cat.10:01 - God is always looking out for you, and there are miraculous details of His divine plan all around you10:32 - Kiki could recognize the sound of my footsteps and would come out of hiding10:50 - God is all around, pay attention to the SUBTLE DETAILS!11:09 - I prayed for my dad to have comfort + healing, he had developed a special bond with Kiki11:48 - He told me that KIKI CAME TO HIM IN A DREAM12:20 - What happened in the dream13:00 - Kiki was next to one of my dad’s other dogs that had already passed on13:32 - If a cat could say, “I’m fine, I’m happy now, my body is healed…”14:04 - Losing a pet can be so hard, but there is something beautiful going on, they can still communicate with you14:50 - All of these lessons came to me in bed all at once, I had to write them down so I didn’t forget it!

Hear about the PURPOSE, PRACTICES, AND PAYOFF of my new 7-week online course HEAL YOUR MIND. Launching on Friday, August 28th! 0:49 - today I’m talking about my new online course launching August 28, Heal Your Mind (a 7-week course)1:17 - my two purposes for making this course1:42 - “mindfulness” when it hardly existed yet2:20 - I started to learn new things about myself! I was looking at things I had never thought to question3:03 - my second purpose here is… satanic programming (yikes, I know it sounds like so much and you want to turn the podcast off but bear with me!)4:00 - a surface level explanation of programming5:15 - a lot of media is controlled by the same 6 or so groups / companies6:12 - marketing works by making you feel like crap about yourself, because then you’ll buy stuff to make you feel better7:00 - yes, programming can even happen in religion… they tend to be manipulative + distort God’s word7:40 - this is the first generation “breaking the cycle” — becoming aware of the programming and undoing it.8:55 - around the time I studied mindfulness, I started to learn about manipulation in advertising9:25 - this is what I did when I realized I had thoughts that repeated themselves10:15 - If “what you think, you become” then that means… 10:58 - I used to think there was an end point to healing and re-programming, but I don’t know if that’s true11:22 - this is why we take the “which kind of ice cream are you?” quizzes + how we love self-discovery11:58 - “Woah. I used to be a completely different person” - how I was victim to my mind12:48 - realizing that the anxiety + depression I was feeling… I was doing to myself!!!!13:17 - I didn’t want to base my health / happiness on things that I didn’t believe in… then all my research started to prove each other, in all different fields14:11 - “okay, I hit the FREAKING jackpot!” This changed my life so much, I know for a fact it would change other peoples lives, too14:55 - so I wrote my book, Make Your Own Magic, compiling all the research I had done and wrapping it up all pretty with a bow15:40 - HEAL YOUR MIND takes my chapter “mental” and turns it into an interactive course! I wanted the book to be interactive from the start, so people could actually USE the techniques and practices16:40 - you don’t see things being put together, but E V E R Y T H I N G is interconnected17:20 - This course is 7 weeks long, one module per week each with a different theme. It contains a video lesson and practices / techniques where you can respond. 18:00 - WEEK 1: VOICES IN YOUR HEAD (some free response questions)18:30 - WEEK 2: RECLAIM YOUR BRAIN (fight or flight)19:20 - WEEK 3: MENTAL “ILLNESS” (a lifelong label that people can never get out of / away from)20:50 - WEEK 4: ROLE-PLAYING (we all become actors according to situations… and lose our authentic selves)22:10 - WEEK 5: MIND + BODY (becoming aware of how your mental health impacts physical health)23:18 - WEEK 6: REWIRING YOUR BRAIN (this is where the re-programming of your mind comes in… thanks to “neuroplasticity” — the ability of our brain to reshape itself)24:30 - WEEK 7: DETACH FROM THE EGO (learning how our identifications and labels cause us more suffering, because we take things personally… LMAO I make a comparison with being vegan and it cracks me up)26:31 - YOU DON’T HAVE TO TAKE IT IN 7 WEEKS. It’s a go-at-your-own-pace… if you sign up, you get lifetime access! BUT it’s only open for 2 weeks!27:10 - This is only open for a short amount of time, because I am going to move onto creating the ‘emotional healing’ course. When all four courses are done, you can buy the package of all 4!27:53 - you will also save $250-$500 on one-on-one mentoring IF YOU ENROLL IN HEAL YOUR MIND! Here are my different packages i’m offering…29:24 - DISCOUNTS FOR THE FIRST 5 PEOPLE WHO SIGN UP! With this money you could rent dope airbnb’s or buy gas for like 6 months30:00 - SAVE HALF OF $100030:30 - I wish that online coaching + courses would have been a thing when I was going through my own periods of intense anxiety… this course gives so much support!32:05 - If you take the course AND sign up for mentoring… you can give me access to your answers from the course. So I can truly customize and tailor our mentoring sessions to you, authentic you.32:55 - LAUNCHING FRIDAY AUGUST 28!! Email list gets early access! Reach out to me @madisonpalica on instagram to get on the email list.34:00 - I didn’t work in marketing because they were deceiving people. I’m not attempting to manipulate or deceive you here! I wouldn’t sell this if I didn’t believe in it.

Today, July 30, is the WORLD DAY AGAINST HUMAN TRAFFICKING! I had a meeting with my uncle, Wayne, about his non-profit ministry he started to provide aftercare, healing, rehabilitation + restoration to victims of trafficking and abuse. This episode covers some of his story and provides details as to what ACTUALLY goes on in the world of anti-trafficking. I provide ways you can get involved, as well as share how God has brought these things together, and continues to do so.0:50 - today, July 30, is the WORLD DAY AGAINST HUMAN TRAFFICKING and I just happened to have a meeting with my uncle, who has dedicated his life to the aftercare of trafficking + abuse victims!1:25 - my uncle's story of working with anti-human trafficking + starting his own ministry + how aftercare is neglected2:00 - I AM HERE ministries: https://iamhereministries.com2:30 - Current organizations that fight human trafficking and neglect the process of healing and rehabilitating these children / teens3:04 - THE MAIN POINT OF HIS MINISTRY IS TO BUILD A RANCH. to give kids forever homes and forever families! not 18 years of care and then a cliff, like what happens in foster care.4:00 - these kids have been abused by the people who are supposed to teach you WHAT LOVE IS. they grow up and eventually realize, "something isn't right here..."5:25 - it is so important for people who want to get involved in ending human trafficking to have the same bullshit meter that victims do! One survivor, Coco Berthmann, said she DOES NOT TRUST "OPERATION Underground Railroad"6:25 - The point of the ministry is to provide REAL healing, REAL aftercare. Not to get fame, attention, to go on fancy overseas rescue missions...7:08 - trafficking is HIDDEN IN PLAIN SIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!7:32 - When you're addicted, you will do anything to get your fix. That's how a lot of kids, in our neighborhoods and communities, get trafficked8:00 - the stories of how my uncle involved in this type of work, and how God is the one putting all the things together for him!!8:30 - Story 1: How he started doing this9:15 - Story 2: How he got the name for his ministry (I Am Here ministries)10:05 - Story 3: How he met his first donor + got his first donation (before his ministry was even created)11:20 - WHAT HE NEEDS FROM YOU GUYS! HOW YOU CAN HELP! (Property, money, prayer, sharing + spreading awareness, volunteers that love Jesus, materials for houses like doors, windows, toilets, etc.., large vehicles...)13:50 - aftercare vs. RESTORATION. (without the restorative process, saving these victims is useless)14:00 - THE BIG QUESTION: what happens to victims after they are rescued???14:35 - the youngest victim was 9 years old. that kid had to learn about God, and ask, "why didn't I experience God when I was going through that?" -- they have to find where God was during all the dark times, to know He was there or they wouldn't be saved today.15:30 - My uncle is Christian. I was deeeeeply New Age. So he prayed for me to come to Jesus. AND WHAT HAPPENED?16:00 - I HAD MY COME TO JESUS MOMENT and was shocked. Then I told him what happened, and found out he had literally prayed for that to happen16:30 - it's not about religion, it's about a relationship. and it brings people back to life!17:15 - There's a lot of attention on the issue right now, and it is GROWING EXPONENTIALLY during COVID lockdown. Why? Schools are mandatory reporters. These mandatory reporters are no longer there to be reporting.18:00 - What's in store for the future here

Response to episode #6.I'm not angry anymore because inspiration made its way to me + I am getting my heart's intuition re-affirmed once again. The plot of my book, Make Your Own Magic, still stands true. This episode explores how I believe we can build a new, healthier, happy reality for every person on the planet - through bringing heaven to earth. And by doing the inner work in ourselves, understanding the shadow + building a better relationship with it, and connecting with God! This is all why I am a mentor and do HeartMath. 0:50 - it's been three hours since I recorded the last episode and I'm not so mad anymore! :))))1:12 - Humanity Rising https://humanityrising.solutions1:40 - the inspiration woman. wait, she's pretty much repeating the plot of my book??2:02 - the storyline we're built off of now is FEAR and WAR. success is measured by dominance2:35 - A new storyline of INTEGRATION; start from within, build a better relationship with the darker parts of yourself (your shadow)3:23 - My instagram rant series where I was sad, then super positive.. I've noticed an existential questioning pattern running through me and I go through these ups + downs a lot4:20 - I've been making the exact same wish on 11:11 since I started making wishes. For the first time EVER, my wish has changed!!!!!!!5:10 - my heart's truest desire, and how it feels SO REACHABLE AND ATTAINABLE!6:00 - the way that heaven on earth is brought about through a connection with self, and how that innately brings a connection to the spiritual6:40 - how ACTUAL INTERNAL WELLBEING can affect the external world on different levels7:52 - "there are people all over the world who are WEAVERS" you can be a weaver! together, we weave the new reality, of heaven on earth8:55 - it doesn't have to be everyone everywhere all the time, to have heaven on earth. just a critical mass, dipping into heaven and bringing it down. 9:20 - there are more of us than we know! we can patch together a whole new world9:47 - understanding the shadow / our "enemies" -- "an enemy is a friend whose story you've yet to hear" - Sheva Carr10:30 - a lot of fighting we do is because we don't truly understand11:33 - education + understanding is all we need to quit going to war with things. the shadow is not bad, just misunderstood12:40 - feeeeeel this peaceful silence !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!13:46 - the entire storyline of my book, and why it's not all cancelled, but just the parts that were an effect of brainwash are cancelled14:32 - this is why I am a mentor and do HeartMath!15:02 - I don't want to take away God's power in it all15:40 - one last silence

*warning: scratchy audio + sick stuffy nose voice*I wrote all of the show notes for this and then it didn't save + now I'm starting all over.Basically this whole episode is a rant of why I am doing this in the first place. I didn't go into this line of work (author, mentor, instagram, podcast) because I thought it would get me friends, followers, fame, or money. I did it because I am deeply passionate about changing this planet from within, from inside ourselves. I explain how my entire journey started from developing extreme anxiety at 18 years old, and stepping onto two pathways: 1. anti-anxiety medications 2. mindfulness + self help books. I continue to share my experience of learning in college, taking internships, traveling across the world, working in different countries, etc. EMF blockers: https://www.synergyscience.com/product-category/emf-protection/TRS advanced (for MTHFR, Lyme disease, autoimmune disease, autism, etc... detoxes heavy metals / toxins): https://nanodetox.com/?gclid=CjwKCAjw34n5BRA9EiwA2u9k35qbHpVAUb2cGQ5HdayO8SpV0pEa-rhKbA0JdZ3kMfLc6UKypi8clhoC9NcQAvD_BwE

Kanye said what?!? Is he mentally insane, or is he telling a super f*cked up truth? Let's wake up to the reality of what Kanye is saying in his "birthday party 2020" campaign. In this episode we dive deeeeep into Kanye, the reality of CIA mind control, the movie (documentary) Get Out, the Kardashian's involvement, and more. I then tell my own story of speaking up about the truth + nearly being snatched up by the police and taken to a behavioral hospital against my will. THANK THE LORD THAT I GOT OUT OF THAT! I also talk more about HOW the events we're seeing in the world today is an effect of spiritual warfare -- a true battle of God v. the Devil -- and how today's events have already been recorded in the Bible.1:00 - the spiritual and physical things are so blatantly interconnected right now and it's on display for all to see2:17 - when I started going through my "new age" spiritual awakening, I finally opened up to Kanye at the time when people most thought he was going crazy... because we were experiencing similar things4:38 - it was similar to how I switched my support to Trump after hating him for so long. I've heard a lot of personal experiences with Trump that have shifted my perspective5:00 - Kanye doesn't REALLY want to be president! Give the man some credit, he's exposing a lot of dark truths... Remember his blonde hair? Remember how he went to a behavioral hospital? Remember how he went to talk to Donald Trump after?6:35 - How the CIA took in Hitler's best men, continued human experiments, then created Hollywood in order to program people on a mass scale. The people in Hollywood can be either in on this, or are victims to this!7:00 - Selena Gomez, Wizards of Waverly Place, Bipolar, Mental hospitals / insane asylums, human experiments, mind control.....7:57 - Kanye tweets, "Everyone knows the movie Get Out is about me"9:20 - How Kanye is being controlled by the Kardashians and he exposed them on Twitter. Kim's sex tape wasn't leaked, it was SOLD by her mom, Kris Jenner. Best Momager ever, right?10:33 - Kanye's album Jesus Is King and what I've been learning so far on my journey toward Christ... talking Demi-gods, gods of money, fame, child sacrifice, etc...11:58 - Why I'm drifting from new age spirituality and how peoples' "guides" and "angels" have turned into demons and attack them once they start looking to Christ. Satan disguises himself as light... its juuusssttt a little bit off.13:09 - My bad, scary, abusive experiences at Texas Christian University. How sexual assault and domestic abuse was rampant on campus, teachers were engaging with students in inappropriate ways, my campaign for sexual assault awareness was never looked at or used... All going on during Kavanaugh, #MeToo, Stephen Crowder appearing on our campus, etc...15:00 - my experience with abuse at TCU, with star running back Kavontae Turpin... and how coach Gary Patterson just "didn't know about his arrests"16:22 - How this correlated with the pedophile rings with Jerry Sandusky and coach Paterno... I could see the same signs from my campus and Coach Patterson17:21-24:00 - My story of talking to a mental health professional at TCU after being diagnosed with a heart condition, how I exposed all the things I had been seeing / experiencing and how they tried to send me to a behavioral hospital against my will (literally sending the campus police to me).24:11 - then I start hearing about corruption, money, pedophiles, sexual abuse... I hear other stories of female victims also from Texas Christian University, etc...24:50 - THEY DIDN'T THINK I WAS CRAZY. THEY KNEW I KNEW TOO MUCH AND WAS STARTING TO SPEAK. I was a threat to TCU and I think that's exactly why they tried to rush me to the behavioral hospital. 26:26 - What you see going on in the world is SPIRITUAL WARFARE. And I'm starting to believe the cure is to just accept Christ and have faith.27:00 - PRAY FOR PEOPLE AND THE WORLD. Invite Jesus so we can experience Heaven on Earth. Pray to find true love and truth. 28:45 - Do what love would do 

In this episode I talk about how I suddenly got put on a new spiritual path I NEVER expected... the path to learn about Jesus Christ. I had seen so many spiritual leaders in my new age community suddenly switch up + become Jesus-y. I did nootttt get it... Until I watched videos by @_lovealreadywon_ on instagram. Now, I might just be on my own adventure to explore the life of Christ, who he was, what he actually did, and what role he could play in my life. I dive deep in this episode to the workings of our world, and how we can all tell there is something wrong with it the way that it is right now.1:00 - How + why I use spirituality to navigate my reality2:30 - Reconciling our beliefs because of the massive outpour of information that's been coming out lately 5:00 - "Punk rock + shamanism + psychedelics + Jesus" ??????????????8:50 - I went back through my book, Make Your Own Magic, and saw the whole thing with new eyes!11:00 - Rabbit hole of human trafficking, sex trafficking, organ harvesting, satanic ritual abuse, etc... Survivors followed me -- FOLLOW @0becki0 and @coco_berthmann..... Here's the link to Becky's youtube channel: https://m.youtube.com/watch?feature=emb_title&v=MdELZJk4YgM14:15 - Searching for God in external places + not feeling like I knew God personally19:20 - Make Your Own Magic + making the relevant pieces into their own online course - Mental / emotional / physical / spiritual HEALING (so I can cut out the parts I don't feel right about)21:30 - I had been getting signs from my surroundings that I was about to embark onto a deeper spiritual journey27:00 - Being a Christian but not acting like Jesus --> bad reputation

In this episode I talk about the world events going on - Covid, BLM, pizza gate, pedowood, human trafficking, corruption. It can be hard to discern the truth when there are so many disinformation campaigns going on at once. I take you through my perspective on today's events + do HeartMath with you, to help you tune into your heart for deeper clarity.1:33 - The first time in my life I realized that I was 100% brainwashed, waking up, then finding Out of Shadows + realizing I was brainwashed AGAIN2:40 - The news is not essential, it's just a business. They are making money, and they do things to make money... not to help people.6:26 - Obama, tax-payer money, and labs in Wuhan, China...11:25 - This is all planned. Here's how and why: (hint, people with bad intentions exist)15:40 - How rich white people are profiting off of Black Lives Matter19:45 - Planned Parenthoods being located in the center of communities with less access to resources, and what it has to do with eugenics + current politics22:30 - Using emotions to manipulate people + divide people in order to gain control26:10 - Living in the "politically correct" narrative + how it low-key made me depressed, helpless + completely drained28:15 - My personal experience with the black square movement on Instagram32:20 - The clashing realities of mask v. anti-mask people37:03 - Doing HeartMath in order to help you discern truth + break away from conditioned emotions38:10 - DO HEARTMATH WITH ME!!! <344:00 - More on the "matrix"

I wanted to take some time to honor the full moon + lunar eclipse and special cosmic energy they bring... and ended up receiving a mental image with a hidden meaning! I explain what the meaning behind the garden waterfall is + how you can apply it in your own life to keep your perspective toward the hopeful. It's a message of what's potentially possible and how to access that potential.1:18 - It's a full moon and lunar eclipse! Capitalizing on that heightened energy3:30 - The #YearOfNoFear and how I got a visual metaphor(?) analogy(?) and wanted to share the symbolism 5:49 - Here is the image that I saw: A bowl. That looks like a leaf. And water...7:15 - The cup + water metaphor I use when I'm doing HeartMath mentoring sessions...12:14 - You can't help anybody if you're not helping yourself17:30 - Your subconscious works in images

I'm talking "waking up" and "conscious living." What are the backbones to this podcast? Why did I make it and what do I hope to accomplish with it? You'll hear about how Joe Rogan and Duncan Trussel inspired me, the story of my podcast cover, and more!1:17 - The first time I ever listened to Joe Rogan + blew my mind2:28 - Duncan Trussel + Midnight Gospel inspiring me to start this podcast3:33 - THERE'S NO PODCAST LIKE THEIRS FOR A YOUNGER MARKET?6:33 - What guests will I have on the show?!7:30 - "WAKING UP" What does that mean? What is programming? 11:50 - Okay... so then what is "conscious living"?14:30 - What is my goal in making this podcast? What does it mean to shift mass consciousness?