for a few months, I have gotten anxious for no reason whenever I was not able to live up to goals that I let other people set for me. I knew I had gone wrong somewhere because it was one of the feelings I was feeling very strongly (the feeling of nothing going right) but it took me a few more months to realize that I was wrong in letting people decide who I should be only because I couldn't make that decision myself. Even to date sometimes I would feel like the steps/decisions I am taking are wrong just because someone else wouldn't do the same and this thought is what gave birth to today's podcast !! If you want to share your thoughts on the same or just want to talk to me, please reach out on my Instagram DM, Twitter, Threads, and YouTube, or you can even Email me at this point at tarinishah1407@gmail.com

took me 6 months to get back here but now that I am, I decided to start off by being vulnerable and talking about what has held me back. i think this question "Am I good enough" is something we ask ourselves way too often. It makes you doubt your actions, your opportunities, your achievement, and even your self-worth. This one question created a lot of damage in my life and I think it was high time that addressed it and tried to overcome it. So in this episode, we talk about not feeling good enough and why we always look for others to define our self-worth. After you listen to this episode I hope you realize that there is only one answer to this question and that is "YES" If you want to share your thoughts on the same or just want to talk to me, please reach out on my Instagram Dm, Twitter, Threads, and Youtube, or you can even Email me at this point at tarinishah1407@gmail.com

I don't know if it is the same for you but everyone around me is either getting married or engaged or in a relationship and its almost like love is in the air but I feel like I am just so far away from it, almost like I don't breathe the same air. I know this sounds like super dramatic but for a person who has grown up watching Rom-Coms, love became a really important part of my life, almost like one of the ultimate goals of my life. So here is a podcast where I talk about everything that's going on in this over-thinking brain of mine and trying to figure out this weird quarter life crisis that i feel like I'm having and is it even relevant? should i even be worried? 

I have watched way too many Tv shows and Movies this year and always try to relate everything I see to my life ESPECIALLY all the boy problems. This year (and I think I need to blame my decision of watching only romcoms) in all the Tv shows and Movies I've watched, all I have seen are indecisive main characters with massive difficulty in confessing their feelings but when I thought about it with respect to real-life situations, it did make sense. Of course, our situations are a lil less dramatic but not being able to communicate our feelings and figuring out whether the person we like, likes us back is a very REALISTIC issue. Hence, I decided to evaluate all my life choices and gave my theories on how we can figure out if the person we have a crush on likes us back and why we don't confess our feelings so easily!! I really wanna know your thoughts on this for Part 2 that I make on it so please drop me a dm on Instagram/ Drop a tweet / mention me in your stories with your thoughts or even mil me at this point😌

the past month there were so many crazy things that I was doing but one thing I was missing throughout was true happiness, yeah I know it sounds a little dramatic but trusts me when you are going through it you realize how important it is to be true to yourself, to be self-aware and understand that there is something wrong with you and to find a way to change it. This is how I accidentally got out of it because I never realised that I was going through my worst month of 2022 Cringe warning: statements like "I have found myself", "I have healed", "I love Bangalore" and "I am finally happy" have been used..... listen at your own risk🥰

Whenever I am in a mess and not able to balance my life, the one advice I always get is “just prioritize” and the concept itself is so appealing and something that sounds so easy. I really thought when I start prioritizing my life will get solved overnight but when I tried to prioritize the question I had was “how the hell do I even do that”. On what basis do I prioritize all of these things that are all important to me in different ways? Prioritizing is not a black and white concept, there is so much grey area and I am talking about it all in this week's podcast. The FOMO, the regret, the wrong choices, and the acceptance- listen to my perspective on prioritizing life in this episode

we have all heard about romanticizing our lives and initially, even I didn't understand what it meant but when I started doing it, it really changed the way I looked at everything in my life. In this podcast, I talk about how I romanticize my life, how you can romanticize your life, and how romanticizing my life has made me happier <3

In this episode we talk all about the one responses that I have for almost every situation wether it is good or bad and that is CRYING. However so many times in my life I have been called overly sensitive, dumb, a baby, weak etc for expressing this feeling but what is so wrong with crying and why can’t we express this emotion freely like we express the rest? I think being vulnerable is cool so lets talk about it in this episode

In this episode, I talk about the feeling that I have gone through in every phase of my life— the feeling of not being good enough. I think existence comes with a side of self-doubt and we all deal with it on a daily basis but while we are so busy criticizing ourselves and convincing ourselves that we are not good enough we are missing out on all the crazy opportunities and chances that could probably change everything for us. 

in this episode, I talk about entering college with massive expectations, a new personality, and dealing/overcoming my broken self-confidence. I have also spoken about my social media journey and how I went from musical.ly to TikTok to Instagram as well as about the time when I relied on validation from social media. So tune in to know about my college life and how social media became my job. 

In this first ever episode of my podcast, I talk about my childhood and school memories ( the good and the bad) and almost everything that i have gone through that has made me the person I am today so tune in to know my story ✨

In this trailer, you get a gist of what Tea With Tarini will be all about and why I have always wanted to have a podcast. It’s a sneak peek into what the Podcast journey will be like so I hope you are just as excited as I am. We will have new episodes coming out everyday Wednesday at 12pm so don't forget to tune in ☀️